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SCARYMARY99
Age: 16
Location: Minnesota
Joined On: Jun 13, 2006
p0k3manZ
in the clouds, playing fetch.
.thirty.sweet.seconds.of.misery.
in my head
hannahlove16
someplace, tennessee
justinfacesays
detroit, tx
www.myspace.com/marilynmansonlove
I check it everyday (:
I drink, I smoke, I fuck, and I don't give a damn what you think about it.
I'm comfortable with myself, and I'll be the first to admit I don't always make the wisest choices.
Don't like it? That's fine by me. I've got enough friends; I don't need you.
If you're a bitch to me, I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt and assume you're having a bad day, and I'll be pleasant to you in return.
Be a bitch to me twice; and I'll give you a piece of my mind. I'm no longer the type of person who lets people walk all over me. I will tell you what I think, regardless of if you want to hear it or not.
I'm the type of girl who giggles out loud at stupid jokes I read online.
I'm the type of girl who writes down her favorite lyrics on her leg, because the nearest piece of paper is across the room.
I spend most of my time in my room or sleeping.
I don't have a ton of friends. And to be honest, that doesn't bother me in the least.
Because I'm all the company I need.
I try to make other people laugh, because I like seeing them smile.
If my jokes don't amuse you, that's cool. I amuse myself.
Once you lose me, you won't get me back.
I'm sick of giving second chances to people who never appreciated the first one.
If you do something so bad that I no longer want you in my life, there's a really good chance that you're not worthy of my time, anyways.
And I'm the one thing you're always going to regret not having in your life.
I'm sick of stupid bitches telling me that because I'm adaptable that makes me fake. Shut the fuck up. Nobody asked your goddamn opinion.
I listen to all kinds of music, but I tend to lean towards techno type stuff and hip hop.
I like upbeat shit, yo (:
I'm generally pretty happy. Being down isn't worth it.
Everyday I learn something new about myself, life, or whatever random topic at hand.
I want to close my eyes at night and be able to say that I didn't just waste a day of my life. Because I know I can never ever get that day back. I can never get this minute back.
What's over is over and when it's gone, it's gone.
I write poems, and have for as long as I can remember.
Tell me if you don't like them, but do it politely.
Chivalry shouldn't be dead, not yet. xoxo
NOTE ABOUT MY WRITING: I feel like my writing has "grown up" a bit lately...make my day and ask to see more. Not even kidding you, it makes me feel amazing
Sunlight casts a shadow across her empty blue eyes
Her heart pounds in her chest.
She screams at the sound of her own breathing
He sighs and holds the knife to her throat.
He softly sings in her ears
"Kiss these lips, you better feel them bleeding."
She exhales and her warm breath touches his cold face.
He whispers in her ears
"Las mentiras usted cuenta... Puedo creerlos"
She stifles a cry as the knife rips open her flesh
Blood pours out and surrounds her blonde hair.
"How does it feel to drown in your own life?"
He slowly kisses her whitened lips.
She looks up at him and tears fall from her eyes.
"Why does it have to be this way?"
He looks at her, and for a second, pity crosses his face.
In an instant, it's gone.
"Because. You broke my heart. It's only fair that I get to break yours."
He shoves the knife deep into her chest.
The girl cries out and stops breathing.
He bends down and smooths her hair.
He takes the knife and slowly puts it along his own veins.
Whispering in her ear,
"Kiss my wrists. You better feel them bleeding."
I hate when you grab my hair and tell me that I'm so cute when I scream, because it's not fucking funny anymore. I'm not cute when I scream, it hurts when you pull on my hair, and quite honestly, you scare me.
That Look In Your Eyes [Poem]
i can't stand that look in your eyes
like a fire is burning but it's just not right
and it makes me think back
do you remember that night
where you did everything you could to me to make me scream?
do you remember how i screamed and how you laughed
and looked at me with those eyes?
my heart and your eyes
these sins are telling dead lies.
and when the october sky rips away all the dreams we never really had
we'll think of each other
and i hope you wish on at least one star
and i hope you wish something wicked on me
i know how you feel and i know it won't change
but honestly baby
you can't hate the narrator when you wrote the script.
come december and you'll be right at home
you fit in so well with these cold winter nights
and when you light a fire it's just to match the one burning in your eyes
i cross your mind a lot and that's a common fact
think of me and watch your emotions start to rise
it's kind of funny how i was all over you and i wanted you so bad
and now i can't help but look at you and laugh
you're pathetic and i wish you could see that too
you hold yourself in such high regard when you don't deserve half of it
hunnie, you've painted yourself in this picture and now you can't get out of it.
Ocean [Poem]
now that you're singing the song that you wrote me
i hope you realize
the lyrics are all wrong
your words speak a tale of love and devotion
you left me for dead by the ocean
you went to find your dreams on the east coast
so here i lay mourning
in the funeral of all the love that we shared.
he took her innocence on the beach there
she tried to breathe in all the salty air
how can something so right feel so wrong?
the night was so far gone
she couldn't identify how she felt or if this was even what she wanted
all she knew was that something wasn't okay
you can't make it alright
you can't just say you love me and expect me to forgive you.
i've done it all now; yeah i think we're over.
you've done it all before; yeah i think you've shown me.
you had me once but you'll never have me back again
you kissed me once but you'll never taste my lips again
this should be easy but you always make life harder then it should be
i let you into my world and all you did was try and drag it down
i just wanted to bring you into my heart and have you scream every reason why i'm alive
you're such a heart breaker; such a risk taker
he took her hand and put it on his heart right there
he said "baby, you feel that beating? its all the love we can share."
how could she believe him?
she fell so quick into that trap of tangled lies and insecurity
she told herself not to trust him but yet she thought he was different
you can't just take back what you did to me
you can't just say you're sorry and expect me to be to love you like i did.
we're all alone now, its the final time we're breaking down
i'll take you down i'll shake these thoughts of you now
get your eyes off my body and your hands off my face
i'm supposed to be over you, i shouldn't want you like this
after everything you did to me after all the nights i cried
you're little cliche lines shouldn't affect me like they do
i'm so over you, god baby if we say it we can believe it, i'm so over you
[[i'll never stop hating myself for this lie]]
Every New Summer [Poem]
with every new summer comes every new lover
and with every new lover
comes every old memory of you and me
i can't stop what we started
and you can't end what we began
it isn't that i'm not over you
it's just that we had and what we'll never have again was something that cannot be reproduced.
if you'd just stop convincing yourself to keep running
if for once in your life you could stand back and take a deep breath
you'd realize that spring happens every year and nature is dependable in the sense that everything that dies in the winter will come back to life in the spring.
and like this everytime i see you fall i'm going to pick you up
and everytime i pick you up you're going to try and push me over.
i won't be the one who stays with you tonight
no i think this is the night where you're on your own
i'm sick of being your weekend girl
i'm not asking for your life, i'm asking to be a part of it
and you don't show me your heart, you show me the door.
Six Months
and its been about six months now
since you finally called us quits
its been about six months now
since we finally broke it off
its been about six months now
since i've let your words cut into my skin
its been about six months now
since i've ever felt your kiss.
i still cant figure out what i saw in you
and i dont know what i miss more about you
your gentle lips or your angry fists
your mouth is always smiling and your eyes are always screaming
i wish just for tonight
we could have just one more chance at getting things right.
i held onto you for so damn long
i always had an excuse to explain for what you did to me
but as time went on
i really began to see that you were just plain out abusing me
it didn't matter what i did or why i did it
your fists always had to make friends with my skin
and my lies always had to make friends with your sins.
just so you know yeah so you know
i'm in a better place i can finally walk with grace
and i don't give a shit about you and your new life
what you do doesn't affect me
and who you date doesn't faze me
and where you go is the last of my concerns
letting go of you was the best "mistake" i ever fucking made.
and its been about six months now
since i let you push me around
and its been about six months now
since i let you hold me down
and its been about six months now
since i've had to hide the bruises
and its been about six months now
since i've missed being with you and your stupid excuses.
Hahaha I wanna promote your band...
So I realized that there are A LOT of amazing artists on this site, but many have a small number of fans or aren't heard often...I think it's sad. Don't let your talents go to waste just because you aren't popular right now. Everyone of you is brave and talented for getting on stage and posting your music on PV...so. With that said. How can I help you?
SRWitty
Minnesota rules!!!! I'm Sean. How are you?
posted Feb 29
Love Me Electric
hey babe ...you have some good taste in
music...check out my band at
www.purevolume.com/lovemeelectric add us as a fan
if you dig it! cya later if ya like the tunes
maybe buy our cd at smartpunk.com [you can take the cd
for a test drive with our free stream of it on our
purevolume page]
posted Feb 28
ashleen_thinks_aj&sonni_are_supaflyXxX
Ello
posted Feb 02
DARkSTONE21
hey do u have a myspace?
posted Jan 29
Fucking life 8o|
greetings kisses : )
posted Jan 25
himynameisnico
hi mary ! =) my name is nico ! i\'m drummer. i live
in vina del mar, chile. listen my two bands =)
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posted Jan 21
THE_Marshmillow_Face
Ello pretty! How are you?
posted Jan 12
soiler74
I think ur poetry is very good, I have a friend who is
thinking about publishing some poems if u friend me I
will have him take a look I also think u should not
think so bad about ur self you are not ugly
posted Dec 14