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SAPPHIREORCHID
...Upcoming theatrical plays and shows I would like to attend...
August
* (11) The Hourglass Parlor
* (19) Shawn Fisher & the Jukebox Gypsies
* (24) The Hourglass Parlor
September
* (3) Authority Zero
* (9) The Supervillians
November
* (30) Koffin Kats
who am i?
The day that I watched "Girl, Interrupted" was the day I questioned my mundane life; my entire existence. In my mind, this girl was a reflection of me. I started to question everything. Am I insane or just tired of feeling meaningless--disconnected from the world? Every line Susanna spoke seemed to have lifted itself from the ink-splattered pages of my poetry books or from scratched and erased lyrics on torn perforated papers wistfully thrown into my wastebasket.~~~~~~~~~~"Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted."~~~~~~~~~~"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~~~~~~~~~~"When you don't want to feel, death can seem like a dream. But seeing death, really seeing it, makes dreaming about it f--king ridiculous. Maybe, there's a moment growing up when something peels back... Maybe, maybe, we look for secrets because we can't believe our minds..."~~~~~~~~~~"Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is... Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever. They were not perfect, but they were my friends and by the '70s most of them were out living lives. Some I've seen, some never again, but there isn't a day my heart doesn't find them."
*breathe me*
..........This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time. ~Edward Norton (Fight Club)~.......... There is fate, but it only takes you so far, because once you're there it's up to you to make it happen. ~Angel (Can't Hardly Wait)~.......... The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return. ~Christian (Moulin Rouge)~.......... Don't ever let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want. ~Patrick [Heath Ledger] (10 Things I Hate About You)~..........
How I'm feeling...2/26/09
Her whole life is an epigram: smack smooth, and neatly penned, Platted quite neat to catch applause, with a sliding noose at the end. --William Blake
Current Mood:....lonely & unappreciated.....
1. East West: She Cries 2. The Ropes: I Don't Like To Get Dirty 3. Veruca Salt: Volcano Girls 4. Rilo Kiley: Portions For Foxes 5. Die So Fluid: The Kiss and then the Kick 6. Zombina and the Skeletones: Braindead 7. Tori Amos: Take to the Sky 8. Bjork: Army of Me 9. Auf Der Maur: Taste You 10. Yeah Yeah Yeahs: Maps 11. Morningwood: Jetsetter 12. Save Ferris: Come On Eileen 13. The Vincent Black Shadow: In A Row 14. Shiny Toy Guns: Don't Cry Out 15. Sia: Breathe Me 16. Jack Off Jill: Vivica 17. Lennon: Where Do I Fit In 18. Celldweller: Unlikely (Stay With Me) 19. Ida Maria: Oh My God 20. The Hush Sound: You Are The Moon 21. Plumb: Cut 22. Meg & Dia: Indiana and Masterpiece
The Soy Boy-toy
We live in illusion and the appearance of things. There
is a reality. We are that reality. When you understand
this, you see that you are nothing, and being nothing,
you are everything. That is all. -Buddhist Pearl of
Wisdom.
posted Mar 25
The Soy Boy-toy
you're just too good to be true. Can't take my Eyes
off of you. You'd be like heaven to touch. I want to
hold you so much. At long last love has arrived. And
I thank god I'm alive. You're just to good to be
true. Can't take my eyes off of you. I love you
baby. And if its quite alright. I need you baby To
warm the lonely night. I love you baby Trust in me
when I say. Oh pretty baby. Don't bring me down I
pray. Now that I found you stay and let me love
you. Let me love you.
posted Dec 13
The Soy Boy-toy
Murphy, Murphy, darling dear I long for you now night
and day Your pain was my pleasure, your sorrow my
joy I feel now I've lost you to health and good
cheer Darcy, when I met you I was five years too
young A boy beyond his age, or so I'd tell
someone Anyone who'd listen and a few who couldn't
care Still I welcomed you with open arms, my love I
did share- "The Dirty Glass" by Dropkick Murphys
posted Dec 07
The Soy Boy-toy
Because we like alot of the same music, I just got a
majority of my favorite bands from your favorties.
posted Dec 06
xPhoenixRisingx
Blarg.... im sorry i havent called. and that i still
havent given you those b-day presents. :( imsorrwe im
weally sorrwe. Btw loved the comment. i havent listened
to them in forever. so talk to me sometime you know
how. :Dru
posted Dec 05
The Soy Boy-toy
"If I cut off your arms and Legs would you still love
me anyway? If you're bound and you're gagged, draped
on display would you still love me anyway?"- The
Misfits, 'Helena'
posted Dec 04
Pretty People NEVER Lie!
hey did you write those songs on your blog?they are
amazing! so do you know whats up with jason? i\'m ciara
btw . . . oh and i love twilight too it\'s a good book
so are the rest!
posted Feb 16
i_am_the_kruu
hey i finally checked out vincent black shadow...their
pretty awsome...i added them to my fav.s
posted Dec 08