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Posted September 26, 2006
Have you ever just wanted to fall asleep and not wake up? Just to curl up in a ball where nothing can get to you, meaning nothing can hurt you, and just stay there until time takes you away?
Have you ever loved someone so much, you felt like screaming it to the world, so you did?
Have you ever screamed at your parents? And I mean, SCREAMED?
Has your heart ever ached so much, you seriously thought that something was wrong?
Have you ever hated yourself?
If you answered yes to all of the above, welcome to my life in the last 24 hours alone.
Usually these events are spaced out a bit, giving me some time to breathe in between. Not today. All at once, they shot at me, tearing at my seams. Tears rolled down my face while a laugh escaped my lips.
Oh how cliche that sounds.
I need some hugs.
~ Sam
