Take the evidence of life lost within. Take it. Throw it. Against the wind. and when it comes back when it hits you in the head
Let's feign the sagacity of your puny world in which haughty is the demeanor of the failed efficacy of your dreams and ignominous are the back of your eyelids.
Take away my false visage!
I can't breathe knowing the iniquity of my placid face
Is plastered to the crumbling edifice of your mind
A mien of bloody anguish against a wall of white purity
Inviolable hearts that were annihilated under the capriotic supervision of a cursed talisman of life
Imperative about ignominy
With inscrutable gray eyes
He stood above you all -with a malicious stance
That frightened even the bravest
Let's feign the sagacity of your puny world in which haughty is the demeanor of the failed efficacy of your dreams and ignominous are the back of your eyelids.
I'm taking this deadly apprehension away
Letting this blade leech the blood of all impurities I might carry
And I'll see you on the other side:
Behind the curtain stained with red
Dripping.
Waiting silently...
Scathing and scourging the sepulchral in which the dead -strait-laced and silent-
Lie in a transient soporific trance
Waiting for the recept to come and raise them from their vapid tombs and coffins
These dreams
These dreams that happen when we sleep
Together and alone
Far away and close together
So close
So close it hurts
Because we can't get closer
It's a self-inflicted pain
Torturing ourselves
Saving a day
Saving a day that will make it count
Make it mean something
Make it bind and make us one
One body.One soul
One force
That pushes all together
Life created
Life destroyed
Life so confused it's hard to enjoy
And that's when we close our minds
Close our ears
Close our eyes and sleep
And dream of another time
When we can live these dreams
I'm finding my way
(lost) back to you
I'm going the distance
To see you through
On your way
Not my way
Lightning shatters in the sky
Thunder distants the space between you and I
But here I sit
And there you stand
Forever apart
Hearts always lost
Gossamer lips that touched the edge of a shot glass
Spoke words that I should have never listened to
Or did I create the words myself?
And let my imagination run wild
Was I looking for love so fiercly
That I made it up?
DAMN
I have to say
I started this thing
Without knowing how to end it
I was so bent on getting rid of you
I forgot what it felt like to get rejected
I'm sorry if this causes you to drink again
And I'm sorry if you hurt
IT'S NOT WHAT I HAD WANTED
I wish I could take back everything I've said and done
But that'll bring you back too
and for the sake of you and me...
I can't let that happen
This is the rage I have against myself
For leting you go and not telling you why
It is I
Me
Who cannot bear your name in my head
I said go away and you did without question
IT'S NOT WHAT I HAD WANTED
So I'm coming out clear this time
No codes or secret messages
Do you love me now?
A.Ferrito
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posted Jun 28