new Revolation....??? HELP
Posted October 7, 2007
so... im at this part of my life that im tryn to figure out who i am what i wanna be and where to fuck i wanna be in life... it's not going all that well. as soon as i think that i know what direction that i want to go in it turns out that way is not rite for me... it's not that im complain' not at all i actuall like the little chanllenge.... but the only thing is that im afraid to hurt the people that are the closest to me and also makn the changes that i need to make... i don't really believe in God. but l8ly ive bn drawling near to the belief of christianity. Which is so not me!!!!! I mean im usually the crazy wild one that doesnt care cuz im havn a good time. But i just feel the need for change. I dont wanna change the part of me that i love the most though... i love that i can just pick up n go at anytime! i mean isnt that wut life is? havn wut u need to get though and livn life to it's fullest... and of couse bn honest wit urself and the ones that u love? im not sayn that i dont wanna live life to the fullest it's just..... idk it's so weird!!!!!! i just wanna be me... but it seems that bn me isnt good enough for some people cuz there always wantn' more from me... things that i can't give to them. and now matter how hard i try my head still feels like it's spinning.... i guess it's just the norm of the wonderful teen life..... if ne1 has nething like advise or just nething idk im all ears i wud like to get feed back actually id love it cuz i love to hear from new people to get new veiws/ideas!!! so comment send messages idk but plez do!!!! :)))))) lol
****But hey i was ubber bored and i was like tryn to see if ne1 else still goes on here besides me n a few others, but i sent out some friend requests to just random peps. Darn rite... who knows what wackos are out there lol just kiddn. but i hope that no1 gets offended that i do that. I just get bored and like i said b4 i love to talk!!! but does ne1 know wut is going on with the pages on pure volume? none of the opicks have bn shown up.... idk if its a problem wit my cp or the site itself. lol
