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ValerieClaire [I DON'T USE THIS ANYMORE.
Atlanta, Georgia
I love music. I love writing. I am a dork.
I hate people who judge based on appearance, sexuality, stereotypes, or any other stupid thing.
I go to a small high school, in the middle of a cornfield. I have few friends (a lot of people judge me.) I am anything but athletic. I babysit alot, I need the money. I want to buy a new camera, then most of my money is going towards a car. I want to get a real job when school starts.
I hate summer, the weather sucks, the sun is trying to kill me. I suffer from boredom all summer long. Every day is the same as the one before it. I have nothing but my phone, which is constantly being taken away, and babysitting, which gets really boring.
Well, I love texting, talking is okay. If you wanna talk, ask!
Emo's of the world.. Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends, you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs, but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy, but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta, but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone? are you laughing? Isnt it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more baloney from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking or smoking, but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? im not laughing. IT'S SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting. ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, and goths the retards, but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS? KEEP ON LAUGHING! isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her life? BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING. BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND. BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES. ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT. ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS. BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE, ITS ANOTHER DAY OF SMACK TALK AND DODGING RUMORS. KEEP ON LAUGHING. if you agree put this in ur blog. i read this and started crying. I've been that kid who is laughed at because of her music..clothes..friends..thoughts..words..feelings.. no one should do this.. stop it..if you see it..help someone. .don;t laugh
amazing
I was in a terribly depressed mood earlier; I felt like dying. My dad and I were arguing and everything else felt like it was falling apart around me. It was depressing. I eventually got aroung to calling someone who would actually talk to me and he was telling me how his parents were encouraging him to do fun things and what not. I know he just wanted to make conversation and be a good friend, but I started to cry. I wanted what he had, I realized I was jealous. I started freaking out, I was seeing things (schizo) and started to creep myself out. I wipeed away my tears and looked to the sky. What I saw was amazing. I saw a shooting star, the first one I've ever seen. It was awesome. It was so bright and flying through space at such a high speed. It made me feel that there really is hope for me out there. It made me feel like I could be a free, bright, shinning star, with nothing to worry about. You might think it sounds stupid, but I'm just expressing the way I feel, that's what this site is for right?! *Music is expression, as is blogging, and commenting.
Newspaper-Synergy page
If you haven't read my like first article, you may be kind of lost, but anyway, I am going to write for a county-wide newspaper, the Synergy page, to be exact. For those of you who do not know what that is, it is a page dedicated to high school students. The students who have expressed an interest this year, including me, are hoping to expand the program to online things; such as blogging, youtube videos, and anything else that teenagers have access to. We have an upcoming meeting, inorder to do some brainstorming and training. I need a bunch of interesting, creative ideas, so, if you have any, PLEASE, PLEASE let me hear them. I am open to all ideas; teen problems, questions, polls, whatever you can think of really, so if you would, please throw your ideas/thoughts at me.Until next time. . .
band camp-Day 1
You probably read the title of this blog and said, "wow, what a nerd/geek/dork/ect." Well, say what you want. I don't play an instrument, I do color guard. (flags) I am actually pretty good. I don't mean to brag or seem cocky, but it's fun, and I try hard, therefore, I am rather decent. There are only five of us, and we don't really know each other, but we try to work together and get along. I do believe that the other girls are somewhat jealous of me, due to my flexability and fearlessness. (I was given a solo in our first piece, on the first day.) I am anything but athletic, so if you are 'in the same boat as I was'-hate sports (because you're not so good at them) or just don't care for them, try guard, it's really fun and it gives you an excuse for time alone and maybe a chance to meet new people. I will try to keep you all up to date, whoever YOU are, I'm not really sure, for I don't even know if anyone reads my blogs, I would assume that they can get quite boring. Until next time. . .
ex-boyfriend and school
Ok. I recently found out that my ex-boyfriend, from middle school, who I fell in love with, is now switching schools, and will be attending my school. it's so weird to think about. i was finally starting to exept that it was over and he was out of my life, and just as fast, he walked right back in. i'm both excited and terrified of it. i've loved him for almost 2 years (we won't get back together) and it'll be nice to have someone i know at school, but he thinks that i've changed, so now he wants to judge me for everything i do and for being me. Until next time. . . by the way, i cannot wait for school. i mean i hate the classes, but it gets me away from my house.
Band concert
I am so excited. I have been begging my parents to take me to a concert for years. I am finally going; on August 20, at 7P.M. I am going to Philadelphia to see the SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR SUMMER TOUR; starring Boys Like Girls, with guest bands Metrostation, and Good Charlotte. I love Boys Like Girls and Metrostation. I really like Good Charlottes older songs, when they were more focused on rock music, but I still think it'll be sic. Until next time. . .
SunshineAfterRain
thats cool that you write for the newspaper.my friend
actually just told me i should write something in it
about concerts or something... this year im taking
photography in school so im pretty excited to learn new
stuff about that. but i cant use my new camera since
its digital. were actually going to be developing our
own pictures>?!? i hope you get your camera!
posted 3 weeks ago
xhelloxgorgesss
hey np! im maddie and thanx fer excepting! how r ya? =]
posted 3 weeks ago
SunshineAfterRain
yea. the only reason my parents are probably let me get
it was because they want me to take pics for the school
newspaper and stuff...but their making me pay for it
too. i really need to get a job though everything is
just so freaking expensive...so you found one too?!?
posted Aug 17
Sammie
lol soo hows life? ive started school already =[
posted Aug 17
...poetry
lol! well thanx. there should be more ppl like you in
the world...that tell it like it is. =D
posted Aug 16
SunshineAfterRain
HEY! remember how we were talking about how both of us
really want a new camera. i promised i would let you
know if i got a good one and guess what...i did! I
LOVE IT! you could look into it if you want. its the
newest version of the kodak easyshare i think its like
the Z1012 or something like that. all my friends think
its really good to so check it out! XD
posted Aug 16
XxLlaysha_LegendaryxX
Yeah ik what ya mean
posted Aug 15
Sammie
yeahh i got an older sister, she can b nice when she
feels like it
posted Aug 14