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Posted January 27, 2007

I"m feelin kinda like i need someone to trust.....do you feel like that?? it feels like crap doesn't it?? Especially when you have no one to talk to b/c you think they're gonna go behind ur back and talk crap about you...it sux. that kinda how i'm feelin right about now....i can really only trust one person in my life right now and thatz my boyfriend...he's awesome....!

This is really important! Cherish the time you have with your best friends...i had like 8 best friends last year...and now i really only have like 2. Last year was some great times...and I'd do anything if i could go back and like live within last year...and maybe nothin would change....but i'm sure it would....juss remember take advantage of the time you have with your best friends....b/c one day you may not have them anymore.....mine stabbed me in the back...:( it sux real bad...but thatz ok...i'ma find me a bestest buddy in the whole wide world....and until then his name is casper....

ok that casper thing was juss a joke but still....