drama
Posted May 4, 2007
I hate how my life is always filled with drama or is completly sucking lately. I don't mean to be a downer but seriously i just wan't a day to go by when i can just focus on what im doing and not have to worry about what i did wrong, or why everyone seems to hate me, not even that they just seem not to care enough to hate me, until a make a common mistake. i sound so .. emo im not i promis but i kinda had a really bad day more like bad year or just all around bad 5 years. i just wish i could start completly over. People say you could change your image when you get to high school, but i doubt that. I hope im wrong, i really just want a fresh start without my track record. if your wondering what made my day kinda sucky well i started dating a guy and my best friend liked him so she hated me (i promis she really is a good friend she just has some issues) in the end i broke up with the guy on the advice of the guys ex-crush. (i promis i really am smart) then she got mad at me cus she thinks i blame this on her when i dont i blame it on myself for getting me into these messes. it dosent sound as bad now but it really does kinda suck when your there and everything seems to be falling apart and everyone seems to be turing on you. I really hope im wrong about high school, i think everyone just needs a fresh chance
