Hey everyone, its me rozabelle check out my blog comment me, whatever. im -pretty good at commenting/messaging/whatever back.
I hate how fake people are and how fake you have to be.
I have to act nice to these people b/c they "act nice" to you
which is bull shit b/c they are probably the worst,
and most smartly suddley mean people you will ever meet.
They are your friends but they are slowly breaking you down.
ON a happier note
Some people are actualy pretty cool.
like conner, he annoys the piss out of me but he is there
for me when i really need him to be.
same w/ mikki and geovania.
ok well the count down to the last day of school begins
3 more days!! woot woot
I new it was too good to last. I hate this I hate these people. The dance sucked then ihop sucked worse. i left crying hardly breathing
i am so syced! My school dance is friday, and there is like 6 days of school left! Which is totaly kick ass. After my last post i made a list of things to avoid and things i want to be and it acturaly is working. Like whenver i think about doing somthing i just look at the list and i can look past the moment and make a better choice. i sound so gay oh w/e no one reads this but me so it dosent even matter.
I hate how my life is always filled with drama or is completly sucking lately. I don't mean to be a downer but seriously i just wan't a day to go by when i can just focus on what im doing and not have to worry about what i did wrong, or why everyone seems to hate me, not even that they just seem not to care enough to hate me, until a make a common mistake. i sound so .. emo im not i promis but i kinda had a really bad day more like bad year or just all around bad 5 years. i just wish i could start completly over. People say you could change your image when you get to high school, but i doubt that. I hope im wrong, i really just want a fresh start without my track record. if your wondering what made my day kinda sucky well i started dating a guy and my best friend liked him so she hated me (i promis she really is a good friend she just has some issues) in the end i broke up with the guy on the advice of the guys ex-crush. (i promis i really am smart) then she got mad at me cus she thinks i blame this on her when i dont i blame it on myself for getting me into these messes. it dosent sound as bad now but it really does kinda suck when your there and everything seems to be falling apart and everyone seems to be turing on you. I really hope im wrong about high school, i think everyone just needs a fresh chance