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Age:  16

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Hey!! my name is Patt[y]!!!

Invincible Or Invisible

Sometimes it feels like i can do anything, be anybody i wanted. but then something goes wrong, and after that all i want to do is disappear and be invisible! I've made a lot of mistakes, but in life too bad theres no retakes, where you can just push the rewind button and go back and see where you went wrong. But i believe everything happens for a reason, sometimes those reasons don't make sense, and just make life even more tense. But if you're handed a second chance to make things right, grab it, and hold on to it real tight., because second chances are rare, so don't just sit in stare as they fly by you. take advantage of it, but still stay true. Making mistakes is allowed, not learning from them isn't! It's part of life, but that doesn't mean you can add on to the strife! With God everything is possible, but apart from him you are nothing! You're INVINCIBLE when you have the Lord at your side! And you are INVISIBLE without Him! So do yourself a favor and make God your Savior! You can't get through life on your own, trust me your gonna need more Help!! The Lord is the WAY, the TRUTH, and the LIGHT!He paid for u with His blood and that should be proof enough of His Love!! When we have God with us we are never alone, He's with us 24/7, preparing our home in Heaven! Where we can be with Him forever! Don't be afraid to die, because if you have the Lord as your Savior, when you die, your life is just beginning! But start now, start living for God, trust me, in the end you'll be winning!!!







 
 
May 21

A reall Boifriend!

I don'​t care if you have a boyfr​iend or girlf​riend​ right​ now.​.​.​. I dont care if you are a guy or a woman​ or Micha​el Jacks​on.​.​.​.​. just read this,​ it will make a diffe​rence​.​.​.​.​. When she stare​s at your mouth​ [ Kiss her ] When she pushe​s you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she think​s shes stron​ger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start​s cursi​ng at you tryin​ to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she'​s quiet​ [ Ask her whats​ wrong​ ] When she ignor​es you [ Give her your atten​tion ] When she pulls​ away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst​ [ Tell her she'​s beaut​iful ] When you see her start​ cryin​g [​Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walki​ng [ Sneak​ up and hug her waist​ from behin​d ] When she'​s scare​d [ Prote​ct her ] When she steal​s your favor​ite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep​ with it for a night​]​ When she tease​s you [ Tease​ her back and make her laugh​ ] When she doesn​'​t answe​r for a long time [ reass​ure her that every​thing​ is okay ] When she looks​ at you with doubt​ [ Back yours​elf up ] When she says that she likes​ you [SHE REALL​Y DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD​ UNDER​STAND​!​!​!​]​ When she grabs​ at your hands​ [ Hold her'​s and play with her finge​rs ] When she bumps​ into you; [ bump into her back and make her laugh​ ] When she tells​ you a secre​t [ keep it safe and untol​d even if you break​ up] When she looks​ at you in your eyes [ dont look away until​ she does ] When she says it's over [ she still​ wants​ you to be hers ] When she repos​ts this bulle​tin [ she wants​ you to read it ] - Stay on the phone​ with her even if she'​s not sayin​g anyth​ing. - When she'​s mad hug her tight​ and don'​t let go - When she says she'​s ok dont belie​ve it, talk with her - becau​se 10 yrs later​ she'​ll remem​ber you - Call her at 12:​00am on her birth​day to tell her you love her - Treat​ her like she'​s all that matte​rs to you. - Stay up all night​ with her when she'​s sick. - Watch​ her favor​ite movie​ with her or her favor​ite show even if you think​ it's stupi​d. - Give her the world​. - Let her wear your cloth​es. - When she'​s bored​ and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she'​s impor​tant. - Kiss her in the pouri​ng rain. - When she runs up to you cryin​g,​ the first​ thing​ you say is; "​Whose​ ass am I kicki​ng baby?​"​ If you do post this in the next four minut​es the one you love will Call you.​.​.​.​. Kiss you.​.​.​.​. Love you.​.​.​.​.​.​. Text you.​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​. Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfr​iend. " Girls​ post as: "A real Boyfr​iend.​ " and if u do not re-​post this withi​n 3 minut​es you'​ll have bad luck with the perso​n u love

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May 21

ABOUT ME!!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Patricia
Birthday:June 25, 1992
Birthplace:L.A.
Current Location:my own lil world
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:brown
Height:5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right nigga
Your Heritage:mexican/japanese
The Shoes You Wore Today:Chucks
Your Weakness:hot guys wit muscles lol
Your Fears:heights and dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza:idk
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:weight loss
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:Ya digg?!?
Thoughts First Waking Up:"UGH I DON'T WANNA GET UP!!"
Your Best Physical Feature:hmm i'll let you be the judge of that
Your Bedtime:when i'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory:EVERYONE THAT HAD MY EX-BOYFRIEND IN IT!!
Pepsi or Coke:coke!!
MacDonalds or Burger King:none
Single or Group Dates:both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:both
Cappuccino or Coffee:cappiccino
Do you Smoke:naw
Do you Swear:on accations
Do you Sing:in the shower ^_^
Do you Shower Daily:Hells Ya!!
Have you Been in Love:YES!!
Do you want to go to College:FO Sho!
Do you want to get Married:YUP
Do you belive in yourself:ummm if i don't who will?!?
Do you get Motion Sickness:nope
Do you think you are Attractive:u tell me
Are you a Health Freak:sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents:ya
Do you like Thunderstorms:if i have somebody wit me
Do you play an Instrument:nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:maybe
In the past month have you Smoked:nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:hmmm maybe lol
In the past month have you gone on a Date:---
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:ya
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:YES!! DUH
In the past month have you been on Stage:haha no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:lol no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:hell no
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:painlessly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Cop
What country would you most like to Visit:Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:green
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:short
Height:taller than me
Weight:not fat but not anerixic skinny
Best Clothing Style:haha skaterish....whatever just not gay
Number of Drugs I have taken:none yo bidness
Number of CDs I own:like 50
Number of Piercings:just 3 on each ear
Number of Tattoos:none....YET!!
Number of things in my Past I Regret:too many to count!!

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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April 28

I want you to know!

You're the one who's by my side when no one else is there. You're the one I can always count on, You always seem to care. You help me through the tough times, and when I've lost all hope, You cry with me at sad times, and laugh at all my jokes. You never seem to judge me or ever put me down, You put a smile on my face, When ever you see a frown. You're better than a brother, You're more than just my friend, You have a special place in my heart, That's why your my BEST Friend.

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April 28

happiness that didn't last.

I’m given this paper and this pen, I’m supposed to write down all my thoughts, But how? I don’t know where to even begin, My happiness is still waiting to be sought, I’m hoping your image would slowly fade away, It’s so hard after all we went through, I wish the laughter didn’t go astray, I know you must do to, You left me here in the past, Leaving me stuck in memory lane, Always telling me our friendship will last, But it didn’t; now it’s not the same, We both say we’ve tried, Did we really try as hard as we should have? No matter how many tears I’ve cried, It’ll always be known as a could have, It hurts to have to reach out so far, When you were once so near; It’s hard shouting out for you, With my voice you don’t hear, I just wish you’d extend your hand, And sense that the friendship is still there, Just knowing what our memories mean, Is showing me that you really do care, How can I ease my fears? If I do call you again, Would my wounds would reappear?, I can’t stand to cause us pain, As I sit here watching the storm roll on, The sky grew with hate, All I think about is why you are gone, The only thing that tore us apart was fate, While I’m standing alone in the rain, I listen to the thunder come crashing down, The tears blend in to hide my pain, But I still know things are better when you’re around, As time flew, the air grew thick, That day had arrived, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick, Now it’s the time to say goodbye, Suddenly you don’t need me, And that’s how I think I know why, These words are the one I have to speak, I love you, but goodbye.....

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April 23

Our Own Hell

Why does the world keep throwing punches?
Why does it hate me so?
Feeling like all life is against me
Taking away my sercurity
I can't stand their voices
Telling me im always wrong
I hate their burning eyes
Looking with hate upon me
Why is everyone so quick to judge me?
Could they walk a mile in my shoes?
I never asked for this hand I was dealt.
But now I must deal with this hand.
They accuse me before they know me.
Yet they believe to be perfect themselves.
I'm so tired of the way I feel.
I extend my hand, but no one takes it.
walking alone in a forbidden land
And imprinting my feet into the sand
The wind blows all trace away
So i guess i was never even there
The sea and waves hand in hand
while my world crashed down
is this the end to the pain?
no, i find i'm alone again.
I am invisible, yet I stick out like a sore thumb.
They have no clue what I am up against.
Do they even care?
I cry for help, with a voice that has been silenced.
Does anyone feel my pain?
Shadows of my past haunt me.
Voices in my head can not be silenced.
Where is there for me to turn?
I am alone, in a World full of people.
I hurt and i cry in agony
A wall of silence comforts me
No one cares, no one will be there
All alone such a crying shame
They say we make our own hell
Well i guess we certainly made ours
Falling far away from all other life
Our silent voices echoing with horror...

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