Posted January 25 | Leave a Comment
The trees are dancing, to bring this bowl alive, and one by one they are joined by the many splendid lights. A cool breeze spills over the mountains to wash away the heat and pain of just another Wednesday. But I do not feel cleansed, rather soothed. The mountains cast as protective walls to this little town, are catching the last rays of the sun, though most parts have become like shadows. The bay is deserted, just fishing boats and yaght's, swaying with the motion of the sea. The pier s… read more
Posted January 23 | Leave a Comment
Gunfire in the night, flashes, lives burning out, lines intertwined with blurs pictures folding into words and then... Meaningless, words loft through the air, still clutching their hope to capture, but folding in despair. And once again, try to understand, try to defend. Im whirling, sitting and observing, so tired of watching nothing. Fear or boredom? Lack of existence or lack of persistence? Deaf enough to miss the sound of a pin falling, blind enough to see only the appalling. were al… read more
Posted January 21 | Leave a Comment
There was a time where i roamed freely through my mind, being held captive by every thought, every sound,every line,questions realing while the light began revealing, what i so cleverly thought i was concealing. Shadows cast by my unrelenting lust, my mind the king of my empire, lies in ruins and dust. Gentley you breathed and so gentely it flowed, through the dry valley and onto dry bones. voilent and forecfull it became, and in its beauty brought shame to shame. Naked i stood before you,… read more
Posted January 12 | Leave a Comment
My bodys a statue,and Im falling over by the hour.I spent most of my day concentrating on breathing...feeling so heavy i could die. I fight in my sleep and search for reality in the shower.. All day I yearned for something im unsure of,what it is i dont know,but i felt better immerssed in water.I thought i wanted health,but we both know i wanted you...maybe this sickness is longing. Its strange,confusing..They are as juxtaposed as the day and the night,yet somehow black becomes white...An… read more
Posted January 12 | Leave a Comment
I will share the thoughts i once had on a random bus journey in london...I was cold and wet...purposeless and lonely...so i jumped on a bus to no where,and it got me thinking... I love bus trips,full of deep thoughts and long blissful stares at the passing scenes.A place of rest in a time capsule completely still to the outside world....where an actor becomes a playwright...where the seen becomes the observer. Besides all of the seemingly amazing and eternal feelings that these bus trips prov… read more
Posted March 31 | Leave a Comment
Im blogging because im bored,its 1:30 in the morning and i feel like danceing.naah,i dont,just thought that would sound cool. read more