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lets dance like no one is watching us
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shinu.
right now. i just feel like i wanna die. or drop of the face of the earth. i keep making the same mistake. why don i just keep to myself. i can only trust me.
omoshiroi.
think think think. i wonder if thats really all i do? i dont see how it is an inconveinance. i mean if i do think who else is gonna. if i dont think about what goes on in my life, i would be this one big baka with nothing to do. i still feel as if i am everyone's rebound. GANBATTE people say. keep going on with life. but when you wake up in the morning...what person makes your day? hmm. i dont think i have one of those. and i certainly dont make anyone's day. demo i keep waking up anyway. people tell me that im to this and to that. honto? am i really what you think i am. shitaii. i wanna try something else than this whole thinking thing. its really strange how something someone is doing can make me feel miserable. people ask daijyobu? and i tell them im not. tsukareta.im really tired. hisashiburi, its been a long time since ive felt this way. i went through all of summer just fine. genkaidesu. hmm look at me , typing in romaji. ha.hmm. why do i feel so lonley? its strange. howone minute im perfectly fine and then i feel like i dont add up. nani? what...whats wrong? i dont really know. i heard this saying of no person can make you feel inferior w/o your consent. well sometimes people dont know they are doing it. this is pratically the same crap you here in health class. right? well listen to your teachers cause their right and its true. how sometimes you feel your there just to be there , not for any purpose. man i feel that all the time. it sucks. sometimes i bother what is the point in writing this? cause no reads it, and people that do...dont care. its just one of my spells. sometimes i wanna beg ppl to take things seriously, but with me i guess ima big drama queen. theres a diffrence between drama and something seriously. ppl see me i guess as drama. but im serious. and i dont know where all this came from! omoshiroi. very intresting. i think i know what my biggest fear is. being alone. thats really scary. maybe from my veiw it seems as if everyone has someone and me i kinda dont. no one has me. im just standing in a big blank spot waiting to become important to people. it seems like im everyone's plaything. im not to be taken seriously. you use me and than when i get boring and/or annoying and/or useless. you dont need me. fine. its not ok.but i guess i have to get over it. why have family and friends when they leave?? its heard to say to people aishiteru. some times. cause they dont take me seriously. hmm. i dont have much to say anymore.
owari.
minna.
Forget it. Forget everything. I was watching this movie on Lifetime. The Liz Murray Story. and it said "we only really live in each other's hearts and I am homeless". Thats a good qoute. I feel that I am that way. im all alone in the world. i try , and i try, and i try, yet i still dont prevail. i dont get it. everyone has someone. where is mine? the way i look at it i am special to no one. to all my friends they have someone better than me. i can never add up. i think all my friends , true friends, are amazing. special. its like if i get to see them or even talk over the phone, or even get a random note from them. im happy. cause to me , theyre the best. yet i sit with no one. i am everyone's rebound. you only need me when you have come to a last resort. its all im good for. its all i will ever be good for. i could lie and say im fine with it. but i still dont accept it.
AL
Whats written under your nickname?
posted Jul 06
Gods-LiL-Rocker93
is that japansse (i spelled that so rong)up there
posted Jun 27
xunearthXisXtheXshit
Oh, im srry
posted Jun 01
xunearthXisXtheXshit
Hey there ^_^
posted May 24
xunearthXisXtheXshit
Hey there
posted May 23
Savannah Lynn
I miss you.
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ARIGATOOO!! Happy Valentine Day
posted Feb 14