Age: 17
Location: Canada
Joined On: May 11, 2006
Occupation: Musician
Yeah, it's winter. The snow has fallen and it's cold, but yet, it's not too cold. Even though it's not too bad, would you still like to crawl under a big soft blanket with anice cup of tea and just watch cartoons all day? Maybe... I would rather not though. I'm enjoying life and think you should too. Go out and grab a big clump of snow and just whip it at that younger sibling of yours. Booyeah!
So, here's what's up. Yesterday I was just chillin' at school, going over some work and I get a phone call from my mom. It was honestly the weirdest thing I've heard in a looong time. Turns out that my step-mom had called her and told her that the uncle of my brother's friend has his graduation on Saturday and well, two dates bailed on him and for some reason his entire family wants me to go with him. My issue is, I DON'T KNOW THE GUY! It's going to be weird and awkward. I'm hopefully meeting the guy tonight, but jeeze, way to leave everything up to the very last minute. I have nothing... My graduation isn't until next year, so I'm so screwed. Now, the family is being great and buying me a dress (That was the offer from the beginning), but I not only need a dress, but I need shoes too. I'm not the type that has a closet full of shoes, let alone heels. I have, maybe 3 pairs of shoes and they're all skate shoes. Ugh, I'm stressing out and I'm also super nervous... I mean, it's not just him I don't know, it's everyone that's going to be there in general. K, so I feel bad for the guy because being bailed on by TWO girls..that's gotta be harsh, but it makes me wonder.. Is there something wrong with this guy? I hate to sound shallow, but I won't be stoked if he looks like he should be be sitting in front of a computer playing WOW. This may end up being a huge acting experience for me.... Oh boy.
Yeah, that time of year has rolled around again. My birthday. Woo. Can't you just feel my excitement...? Obviously, I'm not too stoked. I can't really explain why, but I think it maybe has to do with the fact that it's really just not a big day. Yeah, sure I'm turning 17, but who cares?.. It just means that it's only a year until I'm 18, and then I'm being kicked out of the house. I'm not too thrilled about that. Well, in a way I am, but whatevs, I suppose. I already know that I'm moving back into my dad's, which means that I will have to pay rent, but atleast if I can't make rent, I won't get evicted and junk.. At the moment though, I can't say that I'm in too bad of a mood. I've been constantly listening to The Bad Touch my the Bloodhound Gang and that song just lifts me up and damn does it make me want to get up and dance around like a nut. Thrusting and dry humping anything possible, lol. Honestly, It's been on replay for days and it just hasn't gotten old. Sad? Maybe, but it makes me feel grand, so there, lol. Jesus, there's a big yellow, yes, yellow apple right in front of my face and God it looks good and I want to eat, but for some stupid reason, I refuse to pick it up and take that first juicy bite into it. I will though! Just not now. Well, I don't have much more to say.. Peace.
Only 20 more days until Christmas. Stoked? I can't say that I am too much. I work Christmas Eve which I'm actually thankful for because normally, as a family tradition, the entire extended family and what-not goes to my aunts place to celebrate. There's a big dinner, a lot of liquor, which I love and took advantage of last year (hehe), and of course, a shit load of little kids and then one of my uncles dresses up as Santa and hands out one gift to each kid. Yes, we all have to actually go and sit on his lap.
Anyways.. I hate this oh so much. I never used to, but now it just gets boring and I find myself getting completely tanked and not remembering a thing, which I'm not complaining about because I've yet to do something stupid.
Then there's Christmas Day, which I unfortunately have to be sober for. Fuck that.
Finally, there's Boxing Day. This is when everyone goes to my grandma and grandpa's, whom we all call Granny and Papa... It's pretty much the same as Christmas Eve, but ermm, on Boxing Day, lol. I get to work on this day too, so Yay.
I've been quite busy this month already... Not like, work busy, but I've been around, lol. Christmas shopping is a bitch and I'm doing it nice and slowy. I'm only getting gifts for my parents and brother, so it's not too bad.
The weather here in Edmonton has been "cold", but honesltly, it hasn't been -too- bad. You know? Today is pretty decent actually.
Ohh! On Friday I'm going to see Means at Avenue Skatepark and I'm super stoked! I plan on getting trashed! lol. Good stuff. I'm also planning on going this entire weekend without drinking. Uggh, for the past 3 I've been pretty tanked, so I figure I need a break. I may end up going to the Christmas Eve thing that goes on with my family after work anyways, so I'll just get REALLY drunk there again. God, I don't remember last Christmas Eve at all.
Apparently I had a handful of new baby couins, and I didn't remember any of them. I saw them all on Easter and I was like, "Who the fuck are you and when did you get here?" It was bad, but quite funny.
Errmmm, yeah, I think that's it.
I shall be back some other time to write about my so called life.
-Amber <3
Oh October, how I hate you.
Yes, I'm no fan of this damn month. This month of this year in particular. Why? Because I'm grounded. Lame much. My mother grounded me a couple weeks ago because I can home with my nose pierced. Dumb thing is that after she went and grounded me, she decided that she thought it looked pretty good. Wtf?!
Another reason is I'm not much of a fan of fall. I hate the cold, so naturally, I despise winter with an undying passion. I mean, I can tolerate it to a point, and yeah, sometimes it can be nice, with the leaves falling and dicking around in em'. I do love the smell of fall, but that's about it.
Halloween... yay? I don't know. It usually sucks. I end up sitting at home in my basement, doing nothing. This year shall be different though. Yes, i may be grounded, but I'm still partying it up the following weekend. On Halloween though, my friends and I are ditching out of school, going to see Saw 4, and probably going to have a few drinks. Yes, during the day. No I am not an alcoholic, lol.
What am I going to dress up as? Well, my friends Alex, Shanise, and I are planning on dressing up as cats. Yup, cats. I'm talkin' full body suits, tails, ears, little painted on black nose and whiskers, and yes...stilletos, lol. Shall be good fun.
Holla!!!
Dude, It's been forver since I've been on here.
Reason?
Because my parents are lame, therefore, I don't have a computer at home and can only access one at school... Yeah. Sad.
Anyways...
My summer was one to remember.
I totally worked through all of it, but it ws worth it because I not only earned some wicked cash, but I also met some amazing people in the process, some of which will be my friends for life.
I'm so done with anorexia.
I'm a healthy 125lbs now and I think I look pretty damn good.
Of course I still have some work to do, but that's normal.
Well... I honestly can't think of anything else to really write, so I'm gonna head er'.
-Amber.
xBryceyRiceyx
hey no probs! :) u should add me on facebook.. im new
to it... :S Bryce Jonahtan Graham it will be much
appreciated... :D
posted Oct 07
Allex kaaappoww ! :]
yeah ok. welll i was looking at the early november. and
somehow i got to ur page. lol. and i just wanted to
tell u, i like ur hair alot. ahah like alot. thats
it, ahha k byeeeee
posted Sep 26
Allex kaaappoww ! :]
yeah ok. welll i was looking at the early november. and
somehow i got to ur page. lol. and i just wanted to
tell u, i like ur hair alot. ahah like alot. thats
it, ahha k byeeeee
posted Sep 26
X California Castaway X
Welcome back :)
posted Sep 14
xBryceyRiceyx
hey do u have facebook?
posted Jul 17
kevinsugarkick
hello there
posted Jun 29
xBryceyRiceyx
yah! lol.. i would drop everthing to! im thinking about
flying over to the states to se them hahaha! i finished
school last year.. har har. And its winter here.. dam
its cold :-s
posted Jun 21
xBryceyRiceyx
So ive been told.. lol! yeah hopefully they will come
back here to AUS soon.. id love that.. no way would i
miss them! nice pics btw..
posted Jun 19