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Stuck.

Im not writing this to vent, but it may seem like it. I honesly dont know or get why i cant find a legit guy, my ex of a month ago, was cheating on my behind my back with his ex and it shattered me, its the worst feeling in the WORLD to be cheated on, let alone not know about it at all. Every guy [which isnt that many but ya] has treated me like complete shit. its like they say things to be with me then when they get what they wont, BAM over. im sick of being a toy and all i want is a guy that will actually stay with me. i dont do hook ups and i guess i just fall for tricks or some bullshit, i have trust issuses, bc of what guys have done to me. i mean i dont think im ugly, but then again i dont think im pretty enough ive just been cut down by alot of people to where i think that and its hard for me to take complements. All i want is a bf, id give anything to find a legit NON cheater guy! ughh, just tired of being lonely i guess. and it sucks. Loves<3

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