Age: 18
Joined On: Oct 05, 2006
This is me... and you are you!!
Im not on here all the time!! Sorri!
I sit in your arms
without a sounds...
Can be ok?
I love you...
For you are mines and
I am yours...
For it is ours...
I truely love you..
No matter the result..
XOXO
I Love you ZACHARIAH!!!!
Your all ive got to hold me up...
I get closer to the ground as you ...
walk away slowly.
Baby your all i need ...
For this world gives me nothing...
The devil is gone...
I kicked him out of our commitment...
I do agree you would like the same...
Sweetie i need you...
I cant take this world alone...
You are the one i want to fight the world wit...
I want you to hold me ...
As i say "pretty kitty"
Im so weary...
Can you carry?
or will you barrie?
I need your voice ..
Its the music in my ear...
I need your touch for its my only sense...
Baby i need you....
For i love you and I care so much!!
Say you need me to with no fake words...
Real feelings, I want to hear..
Lets pick a name,
Hell it will be,
be on the pink round joy.
you wont have to worrie
for a name will never be brought up.
For your health is at risk.
Im goin to die anyway.
Evil has sunk in our relationship.
I will kill the name
for this is goin too far.
Our love on the line..
But shouldnt the name be important stil..
No matter the age or situation.
Abort the name with the pink round joy.
Thats all we got left
no other choice.
No other choice... I say to my self with question.
I want to pick the name.
Dont make me take the pink round joy.
For joy is not wat it brings me.
I dont want to kill the name for the pink round joy shall kill me along
with the name.
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I look in the mirror wondering why my stomach is poked out and
wondering why my hips are so big.
Why do i have to look like this..?
Why do i have to be the ugly girl.?
I turn my face to the corner for i no...
One glance of me and you will shatter to pieces.
One look you will shatter to pieces.
One man loves me,
but its so hard to figure out why.
A druggy i use to be.
Im not so innocent.
I was never.
but you still care.
as i sit in my room wondering why i look this way.
Why cant i be perfect...
Will i ever be perfect?
I dress in black to cover what i really feel..
I smile but its only a mask
The tears fall
they juss build more walls!
These are the walls between my heart.
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I wrote these two poems bc thats how i feel at this point... Life hates me...My life is so freaked up... I juss want to give up!! I Love Zachariah...
I sit in this dark room wondering why you feel the way you do,
starving for the taste of hurt,pain, blood.
I dont understand why you have to be like that.
My fears are far from normal.
My stomach hurts and im bout you throw up ,
Dont mess wit me The moon swings are swinging high.
And your on the ground watching the swing go back and forth.
As evil as entered your mind. I cant get off the swing to help you.
WHY CANT I HELP YOU...I scream.
the words that slipped off your tongue was...i dont know..
I sit in this dark room....
Wondering why i feel this way
I sit and wonder what your thinking
but you show no sign.
TELL ME what your thinking.
I need to no.
It hurts to no that it may be death.
It hurts to no that i cant help.
TELL ME why your not telling me.
Baby i need to no.
Its so short
This could be so SHORT.
I dont want it to be that way
I want it to last!
bc I love you.
Juss tell me how its suppose to be
Total Tragedy x
yeah it just all sucks now.
posted Mar 19
Total Tragedy x
yep the red was better then this blue
posted Mar 13
Total Tragedy x
k purevolume pretty much sucks now. not that it didnt
before but it just does more now. I dont like it at
all. they shouldnt have changed it
posted Mar 12
poems.and.paintings
i\'ve been good too! lots of stuff has happened since
we last talked. goodness I really need to get on here
more often lol
posted Feb 18
Total Tragedy x
Your nutzo! you need to get on here and check this
more!
posted Feb 11
Total Tragedy x
Bestest friend in the whole wide world! I have nothing
to do in computer class im bored so im commenting you a
big long comment that says absolutly nothing. I should
be working on my powerpoint project but I dont even
know who my group is or what we are supposed to do for
it. k im done now =)
posted Feb 05
prany
im glad that i pulled it off well. haha. hmm.. lima?
thats cool. its not to far from bg. i dont think. so..
we should totally hangout. it\'ll be fun. oh and did
you ever get your license? i rememeber the last time i
talked to you.. you said that you were scared to drive.
posted Jan 25
Miiike
Thanks =]
posted Jan 18