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i dont know how to define myself.
i dont want to.
my dream is to be with a guy who wont hurt me. kinda like that summer fling that you only read about where they walk on railroad tracks & climb moutains just to sit at the top for a few minutes to feel that much more alive. i had that once. now somehow the best guy i can get are all drug addicts and guys that would rather hurt me that just hold my hand.
thats all i really wanted..
i love:
drugs
longboarding
summer
quiet walks alone
loud music bombing hills
touching things. ( i find skin facinating )
art
i hate:
being touched.. (unless circumstances call for it ;)
when people assume i care
living at home
only 3 things turn me on. skinnies. biting. and august burns red.
so.. busses voted no again. if i see a bus driver im throwing an apple at him. anyone want to join? other friuts and vegetables are encouraged :) august burns red needs to come back emmure might cancel, i might die. =( too many people have been sobbing about their life lately. jezuz fuck grow up right? instead of cutting yourself why dont you just talk to someone its easier than you think or smoke some weed and chill for fucks sake. goddamn im mad i pais 40$ for fucking PROOF photos. what a piss off stupid money grombling cock suckers. anyways. my venting time is over and i should have been doing my CPT in the first place. fuck it im passing anyways. fuck society.
satans little whore
bahaha
so no busses. no ride home. no ride to cancer bats.
im stuck at school painting till my mom gets off around nine. enjoyable right? lol so no one pulled through so im stuck here sober on top of it all.
someone throw me a fucking joint :)
this is the end for you my friend
argh. so yesterday, i was just jamming with my ex (who continously hit on me, awkward much?) & we decided to smoke a J. nothing out of the ordinary. low and behold. august burns came onto my ipod. it felt like i was actually there watching the drums and guitar, like i could see the veins pulsing with each scream. omg i listened to that song four times before i was thoughly satisfied. only to do the same with the next song (skylit drive) on another topic, im kinda getting nervous about graduation, i mean, im leaving canada, and might stay in texas, should it meet my standards of the music scene. im so down for a show, i might miss the next cancer bats show, due to christmas shopping for my rents. FAK im peacing class is done & once again i spent all my time here, & accomplished nothing. its okay, its a supply. :D
yawn
in class not doing much as usual. choosing a new tattoo and downloading more music ahh & the beauty is im still passing =) splitting headache as usual. if anyone has good bands to reccomend, preferrably local ones. throw them over =) jesus fuck i hate snow. i have to go outside now. wish me luck.
JAMES
yo yo yo
posted Mar 18
wendy
you have boy frends
posted Jan 31
daniel books shows
hey if u get the chance check out my band saturday
night riot from albuquerque new mexico
www.purevolume.com/saturdaynightriotnm go download some
songs :) we are getting ready to go on a nationwide
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feedback
posted Jan 12
º[ChAoTiC CuRtIsSº¿
Ya i know how you feel...getting on a board...doing
what im good at.. makes me just feel like nothing can
stop me. skate all day and then sitting as the breeze
cools you off in time to catch the sunset. its the
perfect day..liveing freely...
posted Jan 09
º[ChAoTiC CuRtIsSº¿
thnx ya i like music i can skate to...lol keeps me
going...
posted Jan 09
º[ChAoTiC CuRtIsSº¿
Hey whats up?
posted Jan 08
x KrazyDube4Life x*~Fairy Tale Love~*
yup sittin in school once again! :( but i could leave
whenever i want! but my new years was good but kinda
boring! how bout urs?
posted Jan 05
x KrazyDube4Life x*~Fairy Tale Love~*
sup?
posted Jan 05