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were it began
Posted June 27 | Leave a Comment
i close my eyes sometimes n i wonder...i wonder where it all started... than i realized it started when i left the womb. when they refused to get that abortion....when they refused to give me up.i remember to this day...those horibble years that only got worse n worse....when i was about 3 i lost all contact with my parents. they didnt care what i did or where i was at anytime.....i remember having nothing....feeling so lonely so unloved. my family consisted of me n my older friends. they were… read more
why
Posted June 26 | Leave a Comment
and ive always wondered why.....why did i have to be born...why did i have to be the mistake.....why do i have to pay the price of a broken families own selfpitty....why did i have to have no mother or father...why me...why. ive taken my fathers, and grandfathers path down there lives drink do drugs n die. n ive always wondered what id be like id i was different...maybe if my mom didnt treat me like a mistake..maybe if my father was a real one...maybe if my little brother didnt have to come he… read more
yea...
Posted June 25 | Leave a Comment
yea....jus keep reading....is that all i ever do now...is sit here days n days on end....i dont sleep. i dont eat. where am i going in life?? im jus on a steady pace down hill. im gunna crash into the big brick wall....n i honestly cant wait. ive treated myself like i was worthless i killed myself with drugs n alchol. im falling down a hole i sat there n dug formyself. n i cant wait till i hit rock bottem because im gunna keep diggin cause thats all i knw how to do nowadays. i have no friends… read more
all my blogs....
Posted February 9 | Leave a Comment
have been deleted cause they were pointless i shouldnt have to use a blog to have a way to exspress my feelings so if u rele wanna knw about my life just comment me or something Pce read more
