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Age: 17

Location: somewhere over the rainbow, where blue birds get shot

Joined On: Mar 05, 2006

Occupation: ohh you know, the usual.. planning world domination

Website: xanga.com/ad1x_c_k1m

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i like to eat, is that a crime?

ive been through anorexia and all that puking..
i like to eat now.. i even gained 10 pounds in 2 weeks..
i dont really care.. as long as i dont go obese
i like greasy pizza, coffee anytime of the day, carbs rock!
i hate veggies..
meat is my bestfriend!!
okeii whatever.. i just wanted to say all that

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March 23

arghh

my day just started and it has already sucked.
my i-pod went completely low-batt, my cellphone has gone retarded, i forgot to bring my cam, people have been getting on my nerve since this morning, my dad didnt give me extra cash today because he flew early, my mom is going out of town without me, i have to work on stuff i have to finish at school before march ends or i wont get promoted, when i woke up there was no milk left so i just ate cereal, i have to edit my friend's page on friendster, i have to copy the cheats from my seatmate for my physics and place them on my shoes or on my socks (i have to make them really small)...
ohhh..

the force is so not with me today

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March 22

ohh no..

my heart failed me again..
no i'm not talking about some effin love crap..
i mean, literally.. i have this heart failure going on..
when i get super scared, it starts to beat faster and faster,, it beats every 2 seconds..
it's hard to stop.. that's why i stopped X.. you know the intense drug..
i don't wanna die yet.. but i've thought of suicide before..
maybe for the attention.. i was kindah thinking.. if i kill myself.. then, they'll realize that it was all their fault.. then they'd mourn for the rest of their life thinking they didn't do anything from stopping me.. thinking they were never there for me..
so okeii,, i was kindah emo before.. i had TEEN ANGST!! i was burning inside.. but now, im kindah looking at the brighter side.. i'm beginning to appreciate happy thoughts and what i have now.. although, sometimes.. i'd just force myself to fake it.. even though im feeling shit inside, i'd try to hide it.. and smile. and they can't really tell.. maybe it's because they think my life is a to-die-for.. yeah,, it is.. coz i really wanna die!! so okeii, enough drama.. ima throw that away for now.. be back for more teen angst next time..

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p.s. if you guys are thinking of slitting your wrists.. slit it vertically, not horizontally.. coz slitting it vertically means you still wanna live but suffer blood lose.. while horizontally, means you really wanna da-DIE!!

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March 21

hmmph..

menn.. saturday night was crazzzy,,

they threw a used condom on me.. there was cum on my pants and hair

i stained a few people's shirts with pizza

we broke ethane's tv

i got drunk and hooked up with ethane..
so rotten to my core

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