reality check ♥
Posted December 21, 2006
I used to picture myself,
beautiful confident.
had friends, and was loved by many.
But today i looked in the mirror to find that
Reality and perfection is really a lie.
What i thought i saw, was nothing compared to what was really there.
Just like Platos Cave,
our minds lie to us to make us believe that what we see is really perfection.
Like your new sports car, to you its the best thing on earth! Its perfect,
But its onlt perfect because you don't KNOW anything other than what that car is and has!
Well homecoming was fun.
got TONS of compliments on my dress and my hair,
so i must of looked okay lol
Right now im just trying to keep busy,
trying to keep my mind off of him.
Because right now,
im not trying to get him,
I am trying to find myself,
because i don't know who i am,
i know what i am,
but i need to find my inner self,
and have peace with who i am.
i know sounds stupid, but its what i need right now,
the Teenage years are used to help find who you are,
so its my calling right now
Peace
