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This is the cutest song i think i've ever heard =D

Posted May 20 | Leave a Comment

He sang this song to meh =] ♥ ♥ it felt so wonderful to hear his voice again. =] i smiled... my eyes lit up when i saw him.. he held my hand and we walked away... into forever. then i woke up.... I miss you bby... =( I've been jumping from the tops of buildings For the thrill of the fall ignoring sound advice And any thought of consequence My bones have shattered My pride is shattered And in the midst of this self inflicted pain I can see my beautiful rescue I'm falling mor… read more

The Other Day as I Strummed Away....... I felt a Tear On My Cheek

Posted May 15 | Leave a Comment

Yesterday... the 14 of May i was sitting and playing a few songs on my guitar..... and as I started to sing along to the lyrics i felt a tear on my cheek. It reminded me of all the good days =] the days when he would sit with me and sing me the sweetest songs, when we would walk hand in hand laughing over silly things, all the times we acted like children, and made huge messes in the kitchen attempting to start a new railroad line.. called " Le Fruit Rollup Train" i miss you. =[ I wish you w… read more

This is so silly.... like anyone really cares about me.... or what i say >.<

Posted May 15 | Leave a Comment

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:CarmenBirthday:April 7Birthplace:Over the RainbowCurrent Location:Catastrophe_landEye Color:BrownHair Color:BrownHeight:5'3Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Latino, Russian, CacasianThe Shoes You Wore Today:NikeYour Weakness:Your Fears:ClownsYour Perfect Pizza:Delicious.... PepperoniGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Keep myself out of troubleYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol... hahaThoughts First Waking Up:I have t… read more

This is so silly.... like anyone really cares about me.... or what i say >.<

Posted May 15 | Leave a Comment

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:CarmenBirthday:April 7Birthplace:Over the RainbowCurrent Location:Catastrophe_landEye Color:BrownHair Color:BrownHeight:5'3Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Latino, Russian, CacasianThe Shoes You Wore Today:NikeYour Weakness:Your Fears:ClownsYour Perfect Pizza:Delicious.... PepperoniGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Keep myself out of troubleYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol... hahaThoughts First Waking Up:I have t… read more

no one really cares.

Posted May 15 | Leave a Comment

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:CarmenBirthday:April 7Birthplace:Over the RainbowCurrent Location:Catastrophe_landEye Color:BrownHair Color:BrownHeight:5'3Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Latino, Russian, CacasianThe Shoes You Wore Today:NikeYour Weakness:Your Fears:ClownsYour Perfect Pizza:Delicious.... PepperoniGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Keep myself out of troubleYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol... hahaThoughts First Waking Up:I have t… read more

AHHHHHH I FINISHED MY PROJECT!~!1

Posted May 6 | Leave a Comment

OMG! let's party!!! i just finished my bigegemongous project in media productions and i got an A!!!! with the help of my trusty partner Ashlee :) right this second she is playing some silly game. cuz for two weeks we get to do nothing but mess around!!!! i don't think you realize my excitement! read more

EH.... sigh.... i've decided i hate to be single.

Posted March 18 | Leave a Comment

so... i was sitting here and thinking to myself... what am i going to do today???? Nothing. is what i came up with.. ever since my bf and i broke it offf i've had absolutely nothing to do. i used to go skating or riding almost everyday. now i just go home... sit... hang with my GIRLS and chill this single life sucks. hardcore and i'm ready for a new bf.... =D any help? read more

Sitting here typing up lies

Posted February 5 | Leave a Comment

I could sit here and type up lies, tell you i'm absolutely gorgeous, i can fufill all your wildest dreams, that i'm a ninja, or a pirate....... but, i really don't want to do that.... all i really want is for someone to rescue me from this boring place i've spent most of my life. any help??? read more