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Listen here young ones.

So recently a friend of mine commited suicide, she was a great friend but we weren't that close, which now i regret so badly because now i think of how if i'd only talked to her a bit more then she wouldn't of done the stupidity of killing herself...

but then again....
i thnk about how i'm being such a damn hipocrite because i've wanted to die before. I believe we all have but we didnt have the damn balls of doing it.. or we noticed we had more to life for, and that the lives were currently living will soon pay of in one way or another, i just wished that she knew that.
and i hope that she remembered the great times before her death that she was certain that her choice was the right one,and not a cry for attn.

on anotherr note.. :]
heartbroken standing alone, not really even standing. i told him everything and i told him i couldn't trust him but i did. he promised he would'nt hurt me but i trusted him, hoped something would come out of us. but no he runs back to the ex not minding me knowing that i'd give up whatever it took to just have him.
but w/e things just don't go my way.

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my GOD.

someone kill me.
just do it.


I've absolutely nothing to do.
and the boys not mine anymore.


blahh

talk to me :]