and how she's so pretty..
Posted February 3, 2006
You're the flash of light
On a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say
Put the past away
Wish you could step out from that ledge, my friend.
tonight is the first week//friday in..
three weeks// fridays
that i haven't hung out with
my bestfriend and boyfriend.
i'm sitting here alone.
wishing..
>i was dead
>i haden't fought with my mom this morning
> i didn't have to spend the night alone tonight
>stephanie gabe and karly lived near me.
>i could spend the night tonight with someone who loves me
>someone even did love me.
>i was not so fat
>my family loved me
>i wasn't so damn ugly.
>i was dead
>i could get on myspace
>i could be older
>i was happy.
>i wasn't listening to the song i am listening to
>i was dead
precious i know what you're going through, because a minute before you got here i was going to jump too.
i HATE my chin.
it's so ugly
& looks like a butt crack.
thought;;
||can you get chin surgery?||
excuse me sir, but i had plans to die tonight.
you're directly in my way
and i bet you're going to say it's not right.
i'm having a very self consious time right now.
did i even spell that correctly?
i stutter, heavily.
you'll never have
a best friend like me. laurgasm.
she's a sister to me & i'd pretty much
take a bullet for her.
she's muh girl.
jordan miller is in my mind.
have you ever been in love?
like when you know it's the greatest thing ever?
you just want to scream?
or you think your teeth might crack
from smiling so hard?
or you feel like your stomach is a greenhouse
filled with butterflies
trying to get out.
i think i have.
ARE YOU CRAZY, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME
I KNOW BUT I'D LIKE TO CHANGE THAT SOON HOPEFULLY.
twintwintwintwin
raise your hand if you're into cuddling.
i need some cuddling right now, and i'm
going to cry right about..NOW.
||that indicated a tear ran down my cheeky||
"the tide" by the spill canvas makes me cry.
what is hevan like?
it is really a moment in life
when you actually feel alive?
touch your edge and feel alive?
what is hevan like?
i'm dieing to know what hevan is like.
i need a friend to talk to.
anyone?
