Posted April 2, 2007
What is this? Are you crawling back to me? Oh this is just precious! For 2 years of my life I worshiped the ground you walked on. You were perfect in my eyes. When I wanted to end, to just stop breathing, I thought of you and any ounce of pain I felt disinigrated into thin air. Why did this happen? Because I loved you. Is this the reason you come to me now? Do you feed off of hopelessness? Sir I must have forgotten to inform you that I no longer need you for my existance. And quite honestly, I don't need you pretend like you really care or cared about me. You made it clear you didn't. Don't come back to me because you think I'm still a pathetic excuse for a human being that still needs you. I stopped needing you the day you stopped caring. I know love and kisses mean nothing to you and your black heart, but for the rest of us, it means everything. Go find some other useless waste of air to ruin. You're not welcome here. You decimated part of me, but I'm on the mend. Looks like you're the pathetic one now.