Posted February 5, 2007
so many words to describe this feeling.
so many things to talk about.
yet i remain silent and dumbfounded.
i can't explain exactly what i'm feeling.
is it hatred for what you've done?
loathing for the lies you've spoken?
only you know.
but i remain silent.
i can't tell you what i'm feeling.
i can't tell anyone.
its not a secret, but it doesn't need to be made public.
this is for me to know.
to hold close to me.
its the only thing i have left to hold on to.
to keep hiding is ridiculous,
but what else can i do?
i guess the only thing to say
is simply this...
i hate you.