Posted April 2 | Leave a Comment
What is this? Are you crawling back to me? Oh this is just precious! For 2 years of my life I worshiped the ground you walked on. You were perfect in my eyes. When I wanted to end, to just stop breathing, I thought of you and any ounce of pain I felt disinigrated into thin air. Why did this happen? Because I loved you. Is this the reason you come to me now? Do you feed off of hopelessness? Sir I must have forgotten to inform you that I no longer need you for my existance. And quite h… read more
Posted March 1 | Leave a Comment
its funny how most people that have myspace remember their friends off their profile's display names, more than they remember actual people they've actually met's names. think about it. if there is a hot guy/girl on myspace..you'll remember their display name forever...but if you met just a regular person in real life...you'd forget their name 5 minutes after they'd left. even if you continue to talk afterwards..you'll probably have to ask for their name again. its ridiculous how addicted to… read more
Posted February 5 | Leave a Comment
so many words to describe this feeling. so many things to talk about. yet i remain silent and dumbfounded. i can't explain exactly what i'm feeling. is it hatred for what you've done? loathing for the lies you've spoken? only you know. but i remain silent. i can't tell you what i'm feeling. i can't tell anyone. its not a secret, but it doesn't need to be made public. this is for me to know. to hold close to me. its the only thing i have left to hold on to. to keep hiding is ridiculous, but… read more