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Age: 18
Location: they make me laugh here in texas.
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awat17
a little town in texas.
m E> m 3590
byram, new jersey
i want to meet someone who can laugh harder than me. who is as vain as me. who will be and idiot when the time calls for it and love it like me. someone who will happily see the pessimistic side with me. who will fight back and not let me walk on them. who will be completely apathetic like me. someone who will be more confident than me. who will say whatever with out being embarassed. who will hear anything and not have a huge shock/shun moment.
i feel pretty damn good.
k. so i haven't had a blog in a while so i figured i would post one.
right now, for the first time in a long time
i feel really, really good.
it's kind of hard to explain.
because, seriously, all this school work is driving me up the wall.
i wanna quit it like every two fucking seconds,
and i'm feeling so freakin self-concious lately
and there is, of course, the never ending issue of my despite towards my parents.
i wanna claw their face off whenever they come within 20 feet of me (not really, but dramatic writing is better:])
i can't stand them, more than ever lately.
but i feel so amazingly good at the same time.
it's so weird.
i, personally, feel really good even though everything around me might suck.
i still feel like i did in my last blog, but just not so depressing.
i think this year is going to be good.
really.
last year hurt a lot.
i didn't really notice how much it completely sucked until this year.
last year i felt like shit all the time and i just wanted to sit around and like cry in a corner or something.
everyhthing felt so 'heavy'. weird i know.
this year i've started running again on my own, i work, i'm actually doing really well in school
(i still need to get a little more organized, but for the most part i'm good)
and this year i'm actually setting a few goals for myself.
something i've never done before.
so yeah.
have a wonderful day,
i hope your life turns out fabulous as well.
i know this blog makes about as much sense as my last one, but if you have ever felt this way, you'll completely understand.
i hate that feeling
when there's something you wanna say really badly to almost anyone that will listen,
but then you kind of want it to be a close friend.
and you just want to spill your guts and tell them everything,
but you aren't sure what you wanna say.
like you feel there's something so important going on you wanna talk about,
but there's nothing really that big.
and you wanna tell that one person that you tell everything to,
but then you realize you don't tell them everything so it would be awkward.
something that gets you so upset and frustrated,
but you feel like an overdramatic idiot anytime you attempt to tell someone.
it makes you wanna give up on everything,
but you realize you don't really have anything to give up on and you have to much self control to do anything that stupid.
like you wish you had something better worth complaining about,
but you're too fed up with the issues you already have.
you want someone to punch you in the face,
just so you can beat them up.
you realize your having a conversation with a stranger like you would your close friend,
so you feel a little less close to all your friends because there might not be anything that close or special about you and your friends.
and you feel totally heartless, mean, and like a joke,
because people always tell you that.
i don't know how to explain this.
it's reminding me of a song by 'the living end' called 'wake up'.
in a way only i could understand.
bleh.
i hate this.
slogans writing..
(if you ignore what's in the parenthesis it makes sense.)
just do it (nike)
if you have the guts to
is it in you (gatorade)
all the hate
it's the taste (dr. pepper)
of sweet revenge
some might say
get it get out get on with life (??)
but why don't you stay a little longer
we live where you live (state farms)
but somehow you came out so perfect
like a good neighbor (state farms)
you just won't pull through it
so
just do it (nike)
if you have the guts to
is it in you (gatorade)
all the hate
it's the taste (dr. pepper)
of sweet revenge
ah. how refreshing (sprite)
the revenge
relax && enjoy the difference (carpet co.)
get ready
it's play time. (six flags)
i was bored one day =)
think about it.
2 REALLY tough questions! This is CRAZY!
Body: Q1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids
already, three who were deaf, two who were blind,
one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would
you recommend that she have an abortion?
Read the next question before looking at the
response for this one.
Q2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only
your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three
candidates. Who would you vote for?
Candidate A.
Associates with crooked politicians, and consults
with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also
chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.
Candidate B.
He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until
noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of
whiskey every evening.
Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian,
doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never
cheated on his wife.
Which of these candidates would be our choice?
Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the
response.
------------------------------------------------------------
Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.
And, by the way, on your answer to the abortion
question: If you said YES, you just killed
Beethoven.
Pretty interesting isn't it? Makes a person think
before judging someone.
Wait till you see the end of this note! Keep
reading..
Never be afraid to try something new.
Remember: Amateurs...built the ark.
Professionals...built the Titanic
And Finally, can you imagine working for a company
that has a little more than 500 employees and has
the following statistics:
* 29 have been accused of spousal abuse
* 7 have been arrested for fraud
* 19 have been accused of writing bad checks
* 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at
least 2 businesses
* 3 have done time for assault
* 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit
* 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges
* 8 have been arrested for shoplifting
* 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits
* 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the
last year...
Can you guess which organization this is?
Give up yet?
It's the 535 members of the United States Congress.
The same group that crank out hundreds of new laws each year
designed to keep the rest of us in line.
You gotta pass this on....2 TOUGH QUESTIONS
awat17
lmao lmao lmao i found this on one of yuor friends
site.. made me think of you :D
posted Jun 28
awat17
depends on my grounding status. :/ i hope
though! :]]]
posted Jun 26
awat17
SOLUTION?! i wish. :/ :D i miss you cuddle
monkey! lmao. i love that pic of us on your site:]]]
posted Jun 25
awat17
i read your blog and i know EXACTLY how you
feel. :/ and it sucks.
posted Jun 21
m E> m 3590
haha oh yes it is thrilling for sure :)
posted Apr 29
m E> m 3590
hahah well, i can\'t say that i\'ve gone in any lakes
recently. i\'ve pretty much just been harrassing
strangers :)
posted Apr 01
m E> m 3590
hey there i haven\'t talked to you in ages! what have
you been up to lately??
posted Apr 01