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ASHLEYADDICTION.
Age: 19
Location: USA
Joined On: Nov 07, 2006
Occupation: dont work...
Website: http://profile.myspace.com/i...
remember the name, you'll be screaming it later. (;
i'm 14 years old; definetly not your average teenage girl.
i go to madras middle school, gayyyy.
my bestfriends is cori whittington and bridget waller.
my boyfriend is devin mcelwaney.
i love dancing and singing, and love rock and rap music.
: andashleysaidx3
Who are you to judge the life i live ? I know I'm not perfect and i don't live to be, but before you start pointing fingers make sure your own hands are clean.
Bob Marley ; One Love.
*I CRY*
I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you.
I cry for the dreams that are forever lost,
I cry for all the misery loving you cost.
I cry for the times you lied youre here to stay.
I cry every time you went away.
I cry for knowing I'm the one to blame,
I cry because I realized how much you're ashamed.
I cry for begging you to never let me go,
I cry for my unrelenting sorrow.
I cry for what I'm about to do,
I cry knowing you'll never come to my rescue.
I cry my last tear as I bleed and bleed
as i take this time to my eternal sleep.
*UNTITLED*
when you care for a person so deep inside
you would think it would be so easy as to hide
you have loved him for so very long
you would think that nothing could go wrong
every day you continue to pray
that everything would remain this way
that he would treat you like you should be treated
and your life would finally be completed
you think your love is so faithful and true
until things weren't so good for you
he didnt treat you right inside it hurt
its as if you were nothing but dirt
as you went through your entire day wondering why
all you had worked for was ended by this guy
you wonder why you thought it would never end
everything you thought was true was pretend
he was playing a simple game
and you were the one to blame
for letting yourself get so close together
now you know it will never be better
he thought that you were to serious
hes just a boy, and you, a woman, were to curious
your wishing you had known this, that it wouldn't last
your wishing you could start over, with no past
you thought that you would live happily ever after some day
but God had to have it His way
if He was gonna hurt me, why didnt i know this before
i cant handle this pain or hurt anymore
it was that night the clock slowly ticking and tocking
the police came with his parents to tell the news, which was oh so shocking
you knew deep down that this would happen soon
as you sat there and slowly cried at the pale lit moon
*TORTURED MIND*
A lost cause that never finds;
troubled dreams and faded lines.
Forever drowning and cursed to be,
losing touch and touch to see.
Tortured mind and hungered soul;
loss of love; neverto be whole
Tears of acid running dry,
reality fading as I cry.
Hollow screams echo here;
sense of never-ending fear.
Smile of chaos; burning blood;
lies of misery; it's almost done..
False hope and blinding pains;
courage hiding and bravery drained.
Sighs of passion thirsting for life;
blurry visions, an unending strife.
Imprisoned happiness locked up tight;
lost the key, end of sight.
Whispering voices; a trembling sound;
fading dreams that cannot be found.
Decieving friends, family of solitude;
fake smiles and false gratitude.
Lingering worry and deafeaning silence;
forgotten hurt; scars of violence.
Thoughts of madness, feelings of war;
captured imagination becoming sore.
Moving images, captivating danger;
alluring time; reflecting a stranger.
Cruel sincerity, a broken sign;
blaming judgement, wisdom of mine.
Sightless scars; devastating disasters;
unconscious loyalty; confiding masters.
Ignored death, unheard scream;
finite forever, forgotton dream.
pathetic wishes, selfish lies;
A selfless prayer with no reply.
*CHEATERS*
Do you ever feel like someone's watching you,
do you know that I've been watching everything you do.
Would you ever give me a second glance,
would you ever have given me a chance.
I would think about this everyday,
until one day everything changed.
For once you actually noticed me,
for once I was actually seen.
You started walking towards me,
I half expected the alarm clock to beep,
when it didn't I knew it wasn't a dream or one of my petty fantasies.
As the months flew by,
everything was fine,
until I realized that you were not only mine.
It turned out that what we had was only a lie
you don't know how much this mad me cry
You only used me for your own sick game,
you fanned the spark to make a flame,
then you doused it out and made a joke of my name.
I couldn't help thinking,
no matter what I will always love you,
even if what we had was never true,
I realize now that you will never again be mine,
but no matter what I'll love you until the end of time.
Though you were unfaithful,
cold and decietful,
I could never truly hate you and I will always belong to you.
but things are different now.
Have you ever heard the saying cheaters never prosper,
well I will never forget how hard I cried the day you lost her.
She saw right through you,
the whole time she knew,
that nothing you told her was true.
So now you stand there cold and alone,
you had lost everything that you had ever known.
You could have had me,
but you were just too greedy.
Don't come crawling back to me you selfish jerk
I have a new boyfriend and we are really in love
You can't call me 'cause I've unplugged the phone,
I guess it was destined that you'd end up all alone.
*THINKING OF HIM*
cant stop thinking about him, is it because of his beautiful eyes
or is it because the way he walks by me, i just dont know why
is it because the way he smiles, and talks in my ear
the way he speaks is just so sweet, telling me everything i want to hear
is it the way he stares in my eyes, because he may not know what to say
is it the way he looks at me, the way that always takes my breath away
is it the way he sits by me, and holds my hand so tight
the way i feel when i am with him, that makes the moment feel so right
is it because he treats me special, like no one has ever treated me
is it because he makes me feel amazing, like life is supposed to be
is it because of the way his eyes shine so bright, making stars look dim
or is it just basically because......i love him
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posted Apr 19
Faceless_creep16
yeah from all those things u've posted...i liked
them....
posted Feb 21
Faceless_creep16
cool i\'ve learnt a lot!
posted Feb 07
pretty*FREAKIN*scary
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posted Nov 20
pretty*FREAKIN*scary
dude that a pic of kain!
posted Nov 20
radiojoe
hi how are things?
posted Jun 15
shelsi
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posted Jun 15