Age: 18
Location: Gunter, TX
Joined On: Sep 12, 2006
Hey Im Shelbey I'll get the hot button issuses of my life out in the open: Im a big time cutter, Im in love with music, I hate people who are prejudice, My life is Hell If there is anything else you want to know about me, dont hesitate to ask Peace. Love. Empathy
I had a conversation with someone I thought I could trust about my cutting, and he called CPS. I wanted to smash him. So his attempt to help made me so mad that I cut myself more than I ever had before. I hate him. Now I know better than to trust people like him. You'd be pissed to.
School will be out this Friday. So I wont be on purevolume again until August. This is because I dont have the internet at my house. So dont be offended if I dont answer you. I'll get back to you as soon as we get back from Summer Vacation. Love ya'll forever and ever.
Today I found out that one of my only friends backstabbed me. She was talking about me with one of my other few friends. She told the other that she thought that I cut myself only because I want the attention. I have spent my whole life trying to be inaquous. We had a conversation earlier in the week about me getting help for my cutting. I mentioned that I didnt want to get better. I said that I hated myself now but that I would hate myself even more if I was that person. And she told my other friend that I only said this because I didnt want to give up the attention. What bullshit.
I hate her now. She is dead to me.
Fuck you Lois
Razorblades, I need Razorblades,
They sing, they soar, they slice,
Razorblades
I year, I plead, I need to bleed,
Razorblades
I cry, I beg to feel its led.
Razorblades
I fear, I moan, so they won't groan
Razorblades
I ache, I'm fake, I can not take
Razorblades
Todays the birthday. I will send all of you a piece of virtual birthday cake.
Wonderless
why would they think i would lie? fuck i dont do that.
im too dumb to think of good lies. lol so hows the
things with the stuff and the people? and when did you
mail that letter? or didnt you yet? i went to the
dentist and my fucking mouth is numb. i had a few
cavities. i need to brush more. i have been for a few
weeks now but the cavities stayed. i have 3 more to go
on wednesday and the other side of my mouth will be
numb.
posted Jun 02
Jeremy A.K.A.: Andrew, Emo …
lucky. I have like a week :(
posted May 31
Jeremy A.K.A.: Andrew, Emo …
thanx. I hope we sound good to haha
posted May 30
Jeremy A.K.A.: Andrew, Emo …
that sux. My drummer used to be in a punk band called
Someone Else. they rocked, and I got a free cd from
them haha. They are hopeing to have a reunion show so
yea haha
posted May 29
Jeremy A.K.A.: Andrew, Emo …
thanx. thats sad that it didnt work out.
posted May 27
Jeremy A.K.A.: Andrew, Emo …
my own band. we are called "Theory is None to
Fall". thats awesome blossom
posted May 22
Jeremy A.K.A.: Andrew, Emo …
ahh same. just got done with band practice. it ROCKED!
haha.
posted May 16
Jeremy A.K.A.: Andrew, Emo …
nothing much. you?
posted May 13