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PSYCHOCHRIS
Age: 17
Location: Sun City, AZ
Joined On: Jun 18, 2007
Auriela'Kiss-Bang'Bang
United States
forever alone
Masonville, NJ
Matt[HC]
United States
POOR UNFORTUNATE SOULS
Memphis, TN
I hate people. They're rude, audacious, narrow minded idiots. Once in a while you do come across another PERSON, and for those days, its bliss.
so lately i have been feeling like
my thoughts are eating away at my brain. theres a girl i like but idk what to do its insane shes a billion miles away. my best friend is doing drugs because he feels like hes being left out by me and my brother, and its getting worse. me and my brother give blood, donate organs, donated our hair, be nice to people, and ive come o the conclusion that we make no difference. i took a test in psychology and i was the only one in the whole entire class who had a test outcome of being friendly and welcoming. the only one out of 35-40 people! do you know what that means? that means at the very least there are one out of 37 people who will help someone feel welcome, who will help someone in there time of need, who wont make the person feel worse about what is bothering them, if anything. and the other about 36 people? well, lets say we divide them up into non talkers and talkers, if i was the only on who scored friendly on a psychology test, and 18 people dont talk, that leaves 18 stuck up people treating people like shit ignoring others. its impossible! so if you are taking your time to read this, thank you, and please be nice to someone because you don know what theyre home life is like and/or what is going on in their lives, and if by just being nice you could help them, wouldnt that make a hell of alot of a difference?
you know what really pisses me off?
the fact that people think they can put dgaf up and if you say ya you do they get so offended. isnt that the exact opposite of dgaf?
and another thing, since when did you have to conform to a stereotype? i mean, if your a bunch of stereotypes and you call yourself "yourself", your a poser. but say, if you like country music, which i hate, then you have to dress like a redneck and develope an awkward southern drawl.
if your angry about the world your suddenly depressed.
which brings me to the subject of antideppressants. when your suicidal youare whats called impulsive. for example, cutting or choking yourself is an impulsive action. now, these anti-deppressants might make you feel, unlike yourself actually. and now with this medicine your way more IMPULSIVE. that means you CUT and CHOKE yourself more but you have NO IDEA what your actually DOING to yourself. thats why you hear that people commit SUICIDE after taking these "medications". bullshit.
now i know i may sound crazy but if your taking your time to read this blog of mine then thank you. i really appreciate this. im trying to share knowledge that has been gathered for years and im putting it into this blog for people to read and become much more aware of whats going on.
anyways, these drugs are called psychiatric drugs. now no, im not a tom cruise guy, but my theory on sapce will come in a different blog ill call "space"
psychiatric wards used to charge admission to see the people in these places. now, they of course dont do that. youve heard of a lobotomy, right?
well its when they ruin your front part of your brain. whether its by chemicals like therozine, or just by jamming an ice pick through your eye into your brain and fiddling around until they think your done, its a lobotomy.
as early as the late 70s, they still used therozine as a perscription medication. weird huh?
and they still use shock therapy, which sends electric shock impulses up to 7000 volts into your brain that fries it.
psychiatrists think if your not a problem to society then your ok. but there old treatment for ADD was to wrap you in a cold sheet and almost drowned you. psh if i had ADD thatd definately scare the shit out of me enough to never want to talk ever again.
hey thanks for listening have a great day!
[SaidThe]Dawn™
hunn, you're such a hypocrite :] you laugh at ME for
spending my time 'messaging people' when here you are,
sending lengthy messages. It's really quite funny. what
else is really funny is how you claim you're so
original; everyone makes that claim :] you're trying
too hard babe, grow up. Don't waste your time replying
to me, because according to you, that would make you
JUST like me, and the other 'sewer rats'. XD
posted Sep 29
[SaidThe]Dawn™
hey poserrrr
posted Sep 27
NicoleWonder
im like so confused.. what??
posted Sep 22
Cece
depends. where are you visiting?
posted Aug 28
Cece
ya i know what you mean. but yes i have why?:)
posted Aug 08
bleedingmascaraxoxrockerchickxox
hey my bad im never on here nemore,but anyways wats
up?!
posted Aug 05
Cons*!
haha yeah i hate it, if u cant see your comment in
someone elses wall i also forget bout what i wrote lol.
But yeah i think u should get your hair cut, u'd look
more handsome that way ;)
posted Jul 21
Cece
oh man your lucky, about the san fransico thing, hahah.
i've always wanted to go there. i plan on makinn a
trip up to venice soon though ahahah
posted Jul 21