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Age: 19

Location: allentown pa

Joined On: Feb 09, 2006

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justanothermodernswinger

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oh em eff gee
i found this totally
cute boy, who will
remain name less.
cause, well, im not
sure if he likes me.
:/ he's supposed to
call me today. and it's
4pm. no phone call. so
idk if he's going to or not.
im kinda upset. this is
going to sound hecka
pathetic, but i didn't get
to sleep until about 6am
last night. reason? because
i couldn't stop thinking about
him. UGH. sad, really sad, i
know. he's just really awe-
some...and nice, and cute,
and just wonderful. :(
someone who i cant get. lol.
someone who i've never had.
UGH. this totally sux. i hate my
love life. it's like non existent or
something. i hate having crushes.
especially when you have no idea
what is going through the other
person's head. UGH. i hate this.
i really do, i UGH. fjsdahgsadgjka.

i like you.
:/
sorry.

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May 26

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im in school right now.
bored as fuck. i just want to go
home. i don't get what the big
deal about that is. my mom is
being a douche & won't pick
me up, and ive been trying to
call my gurl nichole cause she's
w/ brian, and they could come
& pick me up. but she's not
answering her phone. so that's
pissing me off hecka bad. at
least i get to see derek tomm.
that will make everything better.
hehe! it's going to be amazing
when we see each other. im
going to be madd shy ;[ i wish
i wouldn't be, but oh well. heh.
hopefully he won't be shy as
well, or we just won't get
anywhere lol. hmm... i dont
think that i am going out tonight.
on behalf of my mother's wishes.
so instead of bitching about it, im
just going to stay home. i mean she's
the one that is taking me to see derek,
yah know? gahh i can't wait!! ;] heh!
anyways, im in the college resource
room, whoopie. i don't want to go to
classes, so im staying in here. i really
just want to walk out of school, and
i would...if i had a ride ha. cause
walking out would be pointless, where
the fuck would i go?! yah, theres no
where to go, unless i feel like walking
for what seems like forever. & im def.
not up for that. ha. damn, i need to get
picked up...now. but of course i cant
get picked up by another friend. which
i prob. would anyways, but everyone
for the most party is either sleeping or
working. so im pretty much fucked. ;[
all i want is to just go the fuck home,
smoke a cigarette, talk on the phone,
and lie the fuck down. but no...that's
too much to ask i suppose. idk it's
not like im asking to drop out, no, im
just asking to get picked up so i can
just go home for the day. it's flippin
friday! im not going to die if i don't
stay at school, i mean seriously.
what is wrong with my mother?!
she needs to learn how to loosen
up a little. but i suppose i prevent
her from doing that. yah, i totally
prevent her from doing that. &
that hurts. whether anyone
believes me or not, it hurts that
my mother can't enjoy life..because
of me. yup....i feel like crying right
now. idk why im even writing this
shit, that's just how fucking bored
iam. i think cursing is somewhat
unattractive, especially w/ gurls.
boi's hmm i suppose its cute, but
no way w/ gurls. wow, im SUCH
a hypocryte, well, not that im try-
ing to sound 'hot' i just think it's
so unclassy. & i want to stop cussing,
but...its just become a habit. a very
hard to get rid of habit. it sucks. a lot.

xzo
ilu
bgh

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May 24

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i plan on going to see derek this saturday.
it shall be quite the amusing scene. fun as well. heh!
i hope that he is just as excited if not more. he is such
a qt pie. i heart him to death. i smoked before i came to
school today. came in around 11, earlier than usual. &
im sitting in the college resource room, im in here for 3
pd.'s since i have all study hall's so i just come down
here. yah, it's beat. i called my mom to see if she'd
pick me up, but she said no. well more like screamed
it at the top of her fucking lungs. & that's because i
wouldn't stop asking every 2 seconds. i just really
don't want to be here. especially since i have NOT-
HING to do! i mean, technically i do. since i have so
much work to make up, that i might not pass this year.
but other than that, i pretty much have nothing to,
except be on purevolume all day. haha. i wouldn't
mind it if people were actually online, but, that's
not really the case right now. & it sucks..real bad.
grawr! i want to go home and lie on my comfy ass
bed! i took my futon mattress and put it on top of
my bed mattress...let me tell you, it's like being in
fucking heaven. it feels like one of those foam
mattresses. it's the shit son.

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May 17

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today= me+brian+nichole= partying x 564389

today shall be interesting. im excited to see brian.
im hoping he is excited to see me as well. ;[ hehe!

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May 8

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i got hecka high yesterday.
first time in ten days. yess
i know that is quite long, but
my bf has wanted me to stop,
or at least cut back. and i have.
i really have. but it's hard sometimes
when i get so stressed and what not.
but im not blaming it on my stress, im
blaming it on myself. its my fault i can't
stay clean. thank g-d the only thing i
do now is marijuana. [<3]

i really love and adore my bf. i never
ever want to lose him, i can never
lose him. it would hurt soo bad. argh.
that is why i need to quit, totally and
completely. and i would never lie to
him..period. so i just need to quit.
[[iloveyouderekthomasmcdaniels]]

i have about 120 minutes until he
gets home. i leave school in about
55 minutes. thank goodness. wow i
realllly need to talk to him right now.
i hope we are okay from last night.
last night was awful, i was blazed
as fuck. and he sounded so upset,
and i couldnt do a thing about it. i
kept forgetting what i was saying
and i just.. i dont know, i was just
a wreck. i hope he forgives me, i
hope he still loves me, i hope he still
cares. i don't know how or why he
puts up with me. i mean seriously,
would you put up with me?! i don't
even know if i would put up with
myself. i really don't know. i need
to just stop...stop being so fucking
selfish. i love my simba, i really do.
i couldn't be without him. at all.
[[iloveyousimba,jack,sid,cupcake]]

and people say you dye your hair
and wear tight jeans that dosen't
mean that you can't scream or like
loud noise you have a choice you
have a voice. [FUCKTHEWORLD]

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