Take me home

Posted October 20, 2007

I'm trying to find my way, through the darkness, and being alone,
Like you have never felt before, not like this,
I'd rather show you my world, then try to fit yours,
you don't see the things that haunt me, everyday, every night, in my dreams, I see their faces, their words, lines and lines, over and over, repeated, it all points to me, there's nothing I can do to erase them,
There's nothing I can do, not even to tell you,
you don't know what I've seen, I've felt, I'm sure you've seen, you've felt the same at one point, but it has become a daily routine for me,
I'm tired of faking smiles, laughs, conversation, now you know the truth; I won't be the same,
I don't need to cry out, but I do, not on purpose, but to simply pour out, my pain, something I feel, almost everyday, I do, I don't know why, I don't know why,
I wish I could answer myself,
how can I get better, will I get better, Jesus if your there, I know I've done wrong but help me, save me, take me home, please, I need to be safe with light and warmth, take me home, please