GET ME ON REPAIR

Posted September 20, 2007

Pop the pills,
Hold back the tears,
Scream to yourself,
Rub out your fears,
Let the drugs ease the swelling of your heart,
And all the promises from you,
That has been torn apart,
Who ever said love lasts forever,
The endless nights we spent together,
Let the drugs numb the memories,
These pills,

Slowing down slowing down
Let the drugs
Let them take over,
My vision is a blur,
I need them like I needed you,
One more,
Two more, three more
Four,
I don't need you anymore

I can't turn back,
They make you fade,
They make me fade at best,
Blurry reality and burning throat,
How much more beautiful can this be,
Except for you,

I need these pills more then you,
I dream
That you're really here,
So close,
So in fear,
Looking back to the memories,
And searching through the cemeteries,
For my headstone.

Courtney Kurek