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survive
Posted April 5 | Leave a Comment
I'll circle this building, I'll study its shape, The highest floor window, Will be my escape, Theres nothing to stop me, Nothing you could have done, I had no where to go, And no where to run, I came to you with nothing, I was lost, For way too long, And all my time spent here, I've been nothing, But wrong, The months, they dont matter, It's the hours that pass by, Where minutes turn to seconds, And every word I say, is a lie, My mind is drifting closed, Letting everything sl… read more
Take me home
Posted October 20 | Leave a Comment
I'm trying to find my way, through the darkness, and being alone, Like you have never felt before, not like this, I'd rather show you my world, then try to fit yours, you don't see the things that haunt me, everyday, every night, in my dreams, I see their faces, their words, lines and lines, over and over, repeated, it all points to me, there's nothing I can do to erase them, There's nothing I can do, not even to tell you, you don't know what I've seen, I've felt, I'm sure you've seen, you've… read more
GET ME ON REPAIR
Posted September 20 | Leave a Comment
Pop the pills, Hold back the tears, Scream to yourself, Rub out your fears, Let the drugs ease the swelling of your heart, And all the promises from you, That has been torn apart, Who ever said love lasts forever, The endless nights we spent together, Let the drugs numb the memories, These pills, Slowing down slowing down Let the drugs Let them take over, My vision is a blur, I need them like I needed you, One more, Two more, three more Four, I don't need you anymore I can't turn back, They… read more
Posted May 30 | Leave a Comment
What can you do when you cant to do nothing? What can you say? When theres nothing to be said How can, you fix me When Im too broken The pieces you put together Are urging to break apart Back into shattered, nothing My heart breaks piece by piece each time I dont hear your voice And it hurts I could say I can just walk away But that wouldnt be the truth And this blade, The only thing Ive ever known to release the hurt That continuously builds up In my veins as the blood freezes And when my ey… read more
split open the beauty
Posted September 16 | Leave a Comment
Split open the beauty That you have left inside Let the color of the rainbow Fulfill the sky Dream of happiness and for not sorrow And count each day as tomorrow Strive for laughter and for not pain As the feeling of walking through the rain Hold onto the feeling that you once knew Once upon a time ago When you said, you had to Spread out your wings And sore to the sky Forget the tears that fall When you cry And listen for the name she will call -Hope to see me once again Do not blame the f… read more
Posted September 16 | Leave a Comment
A person can only Hold so much pain Before the choking knot Inside my throat Becomes silent, as I suffocate Under your rejection But your loving touch I once felt once knew Has lost my trust And every time I want to forgive you Its always me apologizing My dream was that maybe you Could inhale carbon And fade away as I spoke But all dreams turn to reality And nothings ever the same Please just find me before I get lost For I am still waiting for hope read more
