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PLAINWHITERAPPER
Age: 34
Location: Laurence, KS
Joined On: Jul 02, 2006
anthonygomesband
Nashville, TN
queenofhiphop
United States
What I want
I want to find some real Christians. People that aren't afraid to speak the name of Christ, but still love to rock out. People that love as Christ loved, but wouldn't be afraid of a mosh pit. I want to find people that compliment my life and appreciate me for the uniquely crazy person that I am. Also, check out my "alter ego" C-Bone and listen to a rough draft of what I really want to do with my life. God bless and peace out!
I went to church today...
I went to church today, like normal. The worship team began singing as I began to digest the words shining on the screen as they escaped my lips. My heart could only cry out as my mouth fell silent and tears filled my eyes. Without invitation, I proceeded to the altar as the seering words of "brokeness, brokeness is what I long for" peirced my ears, straight to my soul. I have been hardened in this emotional process with my mom's cancer. It's as if her physical cancer was transformed spiritually into my own. As I hung my head, and slowly bent down to this tear-stained bench, I wept. "I need your help God. I can't do this on my own! How can I do this? It's all too much! Please... please, give me peace." was my desperate cry from the silent screaming of my heart that was expressed through my tears. I rose after a few munites of prayer and regained my composure. The singing continued with the theme of surrender. Today was was another step in my surrender to the freedom in Christ. I may continue to fall short, but I give God the glory for His grace and forgiveness that allows me to be me in Him. This is what I mean by "Christ 2 Da Bone".
...worthy of a million pairs of eyes...
In pondering what could possibly be worthy of a million pairs of eyes to view, I concluded that it is only this- He who created us is faithful and "His mercies are new every morning."
In the wake of the knowledge of my mom's cancer, and on the heels of her recovery from a successful surgery (which included the complete removal of her stomach), I still find this spirit of confusion and frustration at work within me. Neverthe less, I realize that His love is neverending and His grace is unmatched. Though I have fallen short, I fall to my knees longing for forgiveness and find myself before the Almighty's open arms gently guiding me into His redeeming embrace.
This is an example of how the creation of C bone came about. This is my creative outlet to express my passion and apreciation for Jesus Christ.
susan2020
HELLO I AM SUSAN IN SEARCH OF A MAN WHO UNDERSTANDS
THE MEANING OF LOVE AS TRUST AND FAITH IN EACH OTHER
RATHER THAN ONE WHO SEES LOVE AS ONLY A WAY OF FUN BUT
A MATURE MAN WITH NICE VISSION OF WHAT THE WORLD IS ALL
ABOUT AND AFTER READING YOUR PROFILE I TOOK INTEREST IN
YOU SO REPLY TO ME WITH THIS EMAIL
susan12_wahid@yahoo.com ..SO THAT I WILL SEND YOU MY
PICTURE AND TELL YOU ALL ABOUT ME .
posted May 18
susan2020
HELLO I AM SUSAN IN SEARCH OF A MAN WHO UNDERSTANDS
THE MEANING OF LOVE AS TRUST AND FAITH IN EACH OTHER
RATHER THAN ONE WHO SEES LOVE AS ONLY A WAY OF FUN BUT
A MATURE MAN WITH NICE VISSION OF WHAT THE WORLD IS ALL
ABOUT AND AFTER READING YOUR PROFILE I TOOK INTEREST IN
YOU SO REPLY TO ME WITH THIS EMAIL
susan12_wahid@yahoo.com ..SO THAT I WILL SEND YOU MY
PICTURE AND TELL YOU ALL ABOUT ME .
posted May 18
Mcloud183
Hi , check out our new CD at
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posted Jan 12