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well yeah i have no idea what to write about something random.

how about to night i write about something lame. ill write about how there is a show on saturday and i was excited and looking forward to going. but i think i might end up going alone since everyone is busy or in trouble or there prarents are to asian to let them go. well first off. grant and matt should be there for there girlfriends or they would get so dumped. well idk about that but matt is never around which pisses me off. damnit chad and his birthday. mia idk i think she is most likely able to go. if not then idk ill be there alone for sure. which wouldnt be all that dandy. jessica is going to the beach or what ever. kevin ta got in trouble with le cops. damnit asian parents. casie idk paretns= asian also. wow asians suck. emerald also asian parents. this is kinda gay. idk i kinda love my parents now. not really but yeah...
anyways its going to be a good show then there will be one on decembre 15. yay. but yeah.
idk im bored.

practicing some french. i cant spell an of it. unit test tomorrow. joy.

well yeah lets talk about this girl.
from my last blog. that girl is one of my best friends from the net. yes its by the net and well idk you proabably dont even care about it. i mean its the net. you never met them in person or anyhting. but your wrong. although she is a girl i have never met in person she is still a person. a sick person on her way to recovery but she is still human. she has had a hard life and all some people do is complain about how there boyfriend dumped you. well her boyfriend had done more then dump her. you sit there infront of your computers about how you hate your parents when all they want for you is to be good. well her parents dont give a rats ass and kicked her out of the house when she was one 7. she lived on the streets for a week being brought back to the cops which they forced her parents to take her back. you talk about how your best friend was mad at you well her best friend killed herself. both of her best frirends are dead. in what she believes was her own fault. theres alot of things that happen in her life. some of the things she has met on the trail of growing up is suicide and drugs. yeah there both bad. the first less-then-a-month that i have known her she had landed herself in the hospital 2 times. in less then a month. and idk its sad. i worry that maybe one night this girl wont be there the next day.

She is a very talented girl and shes good at many things. and all that talent would go to waste if she just gave up on her life. but she has putt up with all this shit for so long i would never be able to take it. i would most likely already been dead by age 7. idk thats just me though. but shes such a strong girl and she lived her life thinking about the good in life. and look at how far it got her? right now she only has to live 3 more years of hell untill she can move away and live happly away from her parents. but for now shes conceald in a house that hates her.

how horrable would that be. and well idk this is just my saying.people have different oppinoins on this kind stuff. but this is mine. and its that people shouldnt live there life whining about things. because well there are people out there with much bigger issuses. and yeah some people take there problems to a different level. but i mean imagine if you walked a single day within this girls shoes. it would change you.

now im just plan ranting. im going to shopt now. gosh im tierd. mehh lame this really has no point to it but oh well.
goodnight all.

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this girl

there is this girl i know.
she hides her sadness inside.
never leting it out.
never letting it show.

the pain shs is keeping to herself.
is eating her whole.
not a word to anyone.
but her true true friends she knows.

the sexual pain.
the aubues.
the sickness and the deaths.

the story of this girl.
you will never believe.
youll shake your head and say its a lie.
youll never understand her pain.
no one ever will.

she is heven sent to some.
and unwanted to others.
the problems at home.
the drugs she has conceld.
all that she holds.

the telents she keeps to herself.
the talents she should share.
the ones that she is always so down about.
it all goes to waist.

this girl i know.
her life is down the drain.
you have no idea.
you will never believe the storys.

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