a boy to love
Posted June 23, 2008
have you ever loved someone so much that it scares you? to have so much to loose is a nauseating thing. i hold him as tight as i can in hopes that someday he wont see what everyone else sees. a pointless girl with nothing to offer. sometimes i just look at him when he isnt paying any attention to me and just think to myself, "why the hell did he pick me?, what is so special about me that he wants to spend time with me?, and how the fuck did i get so lucky?" i am writing to you as a girl that has had shit for friends and boyfriends that were only good to me when i scored some good pills. ive had shit and ive had the best. and let me tell you dont ever settle for shit. dont waste your time on the ones that dont matter, but spend every waking moment with the ones that do.
