Age: 16
Location: Imperial, CA
Joined On: Apr 19, 2007
Has it ever occurred to you that when you are born you are controlled and when you die lives go on and you are forgotten. At birth it is the beginning and death it is the end. No its birth is the beginning of the end and death is just the beginning. Cherish your childhood. Your life is planned from the beginning. Go to school, go to college, get a job, marry someone, have children, retire, die. Or others who choose a different path die miserable. I personally would choose the planned one because I'm miserable both ways. At least people won't feel sorry for me. I'll be the perfect child. I'm a child at heart, I liked the layed back years. My childhood is gone and now I have to think what job i'm going to get, what college should i go to. I grow more weary everyday. Life goes by so fast.
My heart is full of nothing,
But my eyes are full of tears,
Cold blood runs around my ripped feelings,
Some say I'm a heartless monster,
Who doesn't regret or feel love,
No ways I could make them think different,
Every time they make me want revenge,
I always wish I had no feelings,
So hurt I have been in all ways,
I'm so empty inside,
I don't know what to do,
When harder times come,
My friends turn their backs,
That's something that makes me better,
I really think I'll do the same,
Only these who face the truths,
Are worthy of help,
I wish I could live in my fantasies,
Everything would be perfect,
And things would go like I always wanted,
I could be alone and die in peace,
That is how I wanted it to be,
Then everyone would know I was only a lost soul.