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Age:  18

Location:  United States

Joined On:  Feb 18, 2006

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OK, so I'm a big fan of local artists. But I will listen to others. My favorite local band right now has to be Allred, I love their song Stay Close To Me. Go check them out, they are so amazing! I am a Straight Edge. But I'm a weird straight edge, because if you do the stuff, I don't care, I can't change anything. So why beat you up because of what you do? I'm not going to effect your life by doing anything, so I don't care. Go ahead and mess up your life. I love being in a mosh pit. They are amazing, especially when you are cold. My baby brothers are my life, I would do anything for them. I have thought of commiting suicide, more then a lot of people I know. I'm one messed up teen. I like this guy, Dean Allen, he is my life. He is everything in a guy that should be there. I'm really optimistic, I guess, or so that's what I've been told. I try not to remember my past, it's worse then a lot of things. I don't trust people I haven't known for a really long time, so don't try to gain my trust. You can try, but I have to be able to realize that you are a trustful person. My favorite Straight-edge band is 18 Visions. I love how their music can be all metal, then not be so metal. It's awesome. I'm a big fan of metal, and stuff. I love to play guitar hero, and the guitar. I love to sing. I'm somewhat in a band. We don't have a name yet, but we are an all girls band. It's pretty rad. I'm lead vocals/guitar. It's pretty sweet. If we ever get on here, I'll let you know. There are 20 angels in this world 10 are sleeping 9 are playing 1 is reading this put this on 4 video comments within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love.!!

 
 
July 5

AHHHH

AHHH THE USED ISN'T PLAYING WARPED TOUR.................AHHHHH. I'm going to cry. How could Bert get his vocals worked on before they play in Utah. OMG, I'm sad/mad.

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April 19

10

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you in love?: yes
2. do you have a bf/gf?: not at the moment
3. are you talking to anyone at the moment?: Yes
4. are you bored?: No
5. are you German?: A tad
6. are you Irish?: yes
7. are you Asian?: No
8. are you Mexican?: No
9. are your parents still married?: no


TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: south jordan
2. hair color: Blonde
3. height: 5'7''
4. hair style: short and straightened
5. eye color: Blue
6. birthday: 22 august
7. mood: happy
9. available: no
10. lefty/righty: righty


TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love: Yes
2. do you believe in love?: Yes
3. why did your last relationship fail?: he was a jerk
4. heartbroken?: nope
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: i dunno
6. have you had more than 10 girlfriends/boyfriends?: i don't know
7. liked someone but never told them?: Yes
8. are you afraid of commitment?: No
9. have you kissed someone within the last week?: no
10. have you ever had a secret admirer? not that i know of


TEN THINGS:
1. love or lust?: Love
2. hard liquor or beer?: Lemonade
3. cats or dogs?: dogs
4: 1 best friend or 10 regular friends?: all my friends are my best friends
5. television or internet?: is music an option?
6. pepsi or coke?: i don't drink caffeine
7. wild night out or romantic night in?: Romantic with Dean
8. black or white?: White
9. night or day?: Night
10. aim or phone?: um, MSN


TEN HAVE Y0U EVERS.
1. been caught sneaking out?: nope
2. skinny dipped?: No
3. done something you regret: yes
4. bungee jumped?: plan on it
5. been on a house boat?: i don't think so
6. finished an entire jaw breaker?: yes
7. wanted something so badly it hurt?: yeah
8. wanted an ex bf/gf back?: yeah, but not at the moment, probably never again
9. cried because you lost a pet?: yeah, but i was like 5
10. disappeared?: no comment


BASIC:
1. real name - Brittany
2. nickname- Bird
3. bagel or cereal- Bagel
4. zodiac sign - leo
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - altara
7. middle - crescent view
8. high - some high school
9. do you like yourself most days: duh, who doesn't
10. piercings you've had/ have: ears
12. color - red


WHICH IS BETTER ON THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. lips or eyes? - Eyes
2. hugs or kisses? - both
3. shorter or taller? - taller
4. intelligence or attraction? - intelligence
5. romantic or spontaneous? - both
6. nice stomach or nice arms - i don't care
7. career or homebody? - Career
8. hook-up or relationship? - Relationship
9. body or mind? - Mind
10. trouble maker or hesitant? - can i have both?

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April 19

true love

true love?

1)What is their first name?
Dean

2) What is their full name?
Dean Allen

3) Where did you first meet?
Somewhere in this world

4) How old were you when you first met?
um like 13

5) Is this person one of your best friends?
With out a doubt

6) Say something that only makes sense to you and that person?
Love oceans

7) Is this person older than you?
Yes

8) When was the last time u saw them?
um, today

9) Who would win in a fight?
probably me

10) Are you related to this person?
not right now, maybe later

11) When will you see them again?
i don't know

12) Does this person have a cell phone?
i think, i'm not sure

13) Are you their b/f or g/f?
no

14) Do you have nicknames for each other?
yeah

15) Do you have pics of this person on your myspace?
no, i wish though

16) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
every time i can, i love talking to him

17) Do you think the person will repost this?
he doesn't have a purevolume

18) Could you live with this person?
every single day for the rest of my life

19) Do u 2 hang out often?
not really

20) Have you seen this person cry?
no, but i always am talking to him when he starts crying

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April 1

Suicide Thoughts

Suicide one of my many irresistible thoughts, calling me sweetly by name. There's only one person who makes me feel like I'm not important anymore, John Chester, he doesn't even know it. I have thought about suicide more in knowing him than anything else. He is my disease in life. I guess that is what happens when you are in "love." I just wish i could end it all right now, but I don't want to show my weakness. If I ever commit suicide, this is what my note will say: To All Those Who Cared: I'm sorry for this burden. I don't want to hurt you as much as I have. I'm tired of all the crap. I want whomever reads this to talk to: John Chester and Josh Puckett. I want you to tell them that no matter what they say or what they do I will always like them. But with John Chester, he lives in Florida, tell him I loved him so much, and if I had the chance I would go back in time and tell him all my feelings. Josh and John I want them to speak at my funeral. Mom, John is 25 I know the rules/laws, but I love him. He is the reason for me believing in God again. Chelsey, dump Ian. If it's a waste of time get it over with already. Lauren follow your heart. It will lead you to your success and prosperous future. Dad, when the boys get older, tell them I love them dearly. I'm sorry for screwing with everyone's life. Lacey, you deserve the best, I wish you luck in finding him. I love you all, and you all were always there for me. Please, my last wishes are for you to forget all the negative things and remember the positive! You will always be with me. I love you guys and girlies so much. I want my stuff given to my brothers. All the girly stuff have my friends come and see what they want. I love you all so dearly. No one listened, no one helped, what am I supposed to do about that? I thought no one cared about me, and because this happened I guess I was right. I love each and every one of you, I will never forget you. Please, don't let this happen again. I don't want to see you all hurting because of what I say. Look around your lockers, there is something for each of you. Enjoy them, they took awhile. They are poems of what I thought about you and my feelings for you. Mom, look in my desk, they are there for the family. I'm sorry. I really am. Goodbye for the last time. I love you all with all of my heart. Love Always The Departed Brittany Love I have a messed up mind, but no one seems to understand it. I want some people to understand it. Its just one of my many complex features. No one seems to understand that you can hurt me with just a few simple words. I don't have a heart anymore, I was born with it broken hoping someone would mend it, but he just tore it up into smaller pieces. Maybe that's why I'm so cold. Just hoping someone would understand sooner or later. But no one ever does. I wish to know who ever knows John Chester, and actually talks to him, I beg you to send this to him. Please, I don't talk to him anymore. And I want him to know the truth. If anyone on here knows him, show him this, email it to him, whatever. I want him to know what he did to me, I want him to realize that with or without him I am a messed up person, he just makes it worse.

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March 19

.:Life Sucks:.

OK so I'm at school right now, listening to music and writing this stupid blog. I'm supposed to be studying about stupid squids. But I'm not like that, or am I? You'll just have to find out on your own time. But I'm bored as hell. Only 4 days until I go on my date, hopefully he can go though. STUPID TREATMENT, they better let him go. Or I'm gonna kidnap him and have him go anyways. LOL, so I was on myspace and I found his. It's extremely weird. But hey, whose isn't? Well I'm completely bored. SAVE ME, ANYONE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

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