Posted August 2, 2007
Why is it when things are getting better when someone amazing happens toget really involved into my life the happen to sqeeze my hand and push me back into my misery?
Why is to happen to be that the person helping me is myself,
Why is it I that i bring myself and hold myself down?
Why cant I bare myself be happy the time i need it the most?
What am i waiting for?
Or is that just where i belong?