Dear Cammille;
Posted March 6, 2007
So Oscar your in love,
Yes i am i know i am this time,
Really i am happy for you i truly am,
Well i wish i could feel the same feeling i fucked it up i did,
What, what happened,
I fucked up terribly i would do anything to go back into time and save us,
I was hooking up with this girl i used to like,
Shit man you really did fuck it up,
I know i said no to her and i lost both of the girls isnt taht just so funny?
Dude im sorry to hear that,
Dont be sorry you have no reasom to be sorry so dont say that,
Speachless,
I just want to know how i could ever get her back,
I think you should tell her your feelings,
What if it happens to be that she just doesnt want to hear me out,
Just if i can do anything just tell me,
There is noting you can do other than just tell her i will always love her can you possibly tell her that?
Yeah i can try.
Thanks i really appreciate it,
Thats what friends are for,
Can i tell you something also?
Of course you can you can tell me anything,
I really did love her i would do anything for her she was my everything and i took advantage of her i didnt realize how mush i did love her,
Yeah it sounds like you do like her why didnt you just telll her about Ashlee?
I did i thought like i wasnt then i kept talking to her and we were talkiung about if we wanted to get back togather and i said i didnt know what to think and i stupid thinking it was ok talked about it and said maybe while i was with Camille,
How did she find out?
She read the comments,
Damn thats gott to suck,
It does i cryed for two days and still to this day it hurts me to think about it,
I am just to soft herted and i get hurt,
I am tring to not be so soft hearted,
I just tryed my best to not show it,
In realality it am broken she tore me to peices it feels like she tore through my flesh and bones and took my heart,
Wow thats got to hurt,,
It does very much.
