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Hello.

I'm Olivier. Not Oliver. my friends call me Oli. You can call me so.

My second name should be imperfection. I am a huge imperfection. Dont mistake me for something I am not. Flaws are less ovious on the internet. I am nice in real life and on internet but this does not make me perfect.. I am still a stinky little sinner in a wicked world waiting impatiently for the End to come, for Jesus to take me home!!

No matter how hard you may believe that you are a "good person", let me tell you.. you are not. Really not. Sad to say, but you are not a good person. Told any lies? Gossipped? Say bad things of anyone? Ever thought someone to be "less" than you or anyone? Ever labeled anyone? Ever said "jerk" to anyone? if you answered yes to any of these questions, I have a good and a bad new for you. the good one first? alright: you are a normal human being. the bad one? you deserve hell. nothing less, dude.

...but you know, I am the same as you. Just the same. Maybe in worse. But I have one thing that you may not have, but I sure wish you do.

I have Jesus.how cliche. I know. But the fact is there anyways. All my crimes are forgiven. Forgiven. Forgotten. Erased. They have disapeared. Need any more synonyms?

Jesus washed my sins away. I was full of dust, buried into the dust of my sins (its hard to breathe under dust, by the way), and then Jesus came and washed me. Water is cold, but I am clean. I am alive, I was dead, really. You know, when you feel like a huuuuuuuuge void, deep down in your heart? I know this. But I am free now. Are you? If no, then you are missing so much!! There is so much that God has ready for you, loads of blessings.. and a reason to live. I have my reason, do you?
I live to please my God.
You cant last long without a reason to take another breath.

I wont talk to you about Jesus' acts on earth. I know better my Savior through what He did in my soul. Ever felt lost? Ever asked "why?"? Feel like everyone is agaisnt you.. feel empty? Suicide become tempting in those cases. This can look like the best thing to do. I tell you it's not. Want me to tell you what you lack of? You lack Love. Love with a capital "L". The Love. this is not found with sex, pornography, money, alcohol, drugs, or hard sensations. If you ever tried one of these "ways" to fill the void (maybe you aren't even aware of it), then you know I am right. It just does'nt work.

Then how can you find Love?in God.He loves you already. Accept His love. Let his love flow over the barrier you built between you and Him.. even if you are christian, sometimes you dont feel it, but stand strong. In the end we will be in His love. And til the end of eternity. Til forever. Til ever.





I am a canadian christian teen who [tries to] stands for what is good and true. I am special in the same way that you are. I dont tolerate for me to stay unmoving in my life and if you ever think I am, please tell me! I dont particularly think that I am wise, but I'll be glad if you reprimend me about true things. This last sentence shows God's power.. my old self hate being said "you are wrong". I am not my old self anymore. It is still alive inside me, sad to say, but God is cleansing me as I continue my walk from earth to eternity. All glory be to Him [!!!!!!!!] and if you ever think good of me, know that I myself am nothing more than a wicked unthinking sin-filled human who likes my depravation, but that God is WAY powerful enough to make - and He did and continues to - a good "Olivier" out of what I was. ..About everyone here on purevolume claim his/her uniqueness. They said "I am me, and only me, love me or hate me, but I won't change for you." Well I guess I am unique in the fact that I do not claim my uniqueness this way:

I am not me. Jesus lives in me. I am God's.




You are free to copy any of my blog or pictures. Just dont say it's yours (or you). Thanks.


 
 
May 10

My song.

Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss

Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss

Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now
Is it over how hey, hey, it's not over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)
I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time


    my song.. or ours?                                                             Anberlin - Inevitable

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April 16

the Existence in few words

Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

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January 25

Gabriel was the mailman

To: All Who Believe in Me
From: God
Subject: Life's Problems

Good Morning. I am God.
Today I will be handling all of your problems.
Please remember that I do not need your help.

If the devil happens to deliver a
situation to you that you cannot handle,
DO NOT attempt to resolve it. Kindly
put it in the SFJTD (Something For Jesus To Do) box.

It will be addressed in MY time, not yours.
Once the matter is placed into the box,
do not hold on to it or attempt to remove it.
Holding on or removal will delay the
resolution of your problem.

If it is a situation that you think you are
capable of handling, please consult me in prayer
to be sure that it is the proper resolution.
Because I do not sleep or do I slumber,
there is no need for you to lose any sleep.

Rest my child. If you need to contact me,
I am only a prayer away.

I will be with you always.......

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January 24

Who are you really?

Who Am I in Christ Scriptures::

I am born again...through the living and enduring word of God (1 Peter 1:23)
I am a child of God (John 1:12)
I am saved by grace through faith (Ephesians 2:8-9)
I am loved by God and he gave his one and only Son for me (John 3:16)
I am a new creation in Christ; the old has gone and the new has come! (2 Corinthians 5:17)
I have peace with God (Romans 5:1)
The Holy Spirit lives in me (1 Corinthians 3:16)
I have access to God's wisdom (James 1:5)
I am helped by God (Hebrews 4:16)
I am reconciled to God (Romans 5:11)
I am not condemned by God (Romans 8:1)
I am justified (Romans 5:1)
I have Christ's righteousness (Romans 5:19; 2 Corinthians 5:21)
I am Christ's ambassador (2 Corinthians 5:20)
I am completely forgiven (Colossians 1:14)
I am tenderly loved by God (Jeremiah 31:3)
I am the sweet fragrance of Christ to God (2 Corinthians 2:15)
I am a temple in which God dwells (1 Corinthians 3:16)
I am blameless and beyond reproach (Colossians 1:22)
I am the salt of the earth (Matthew 5:13)
I am the light of the world (Matthew 5:14)
I am a branch on Christ's vine (John 15:1,5)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:5)
I am chosen by Christ to bear fruit (John 15:16)
I am a joint heir with Christ, sharing his inheritance with him (Romans 8:17)
I am united to the Lord, one spirit with him (1 Corinthians 6:17)
I am a member of Christ's body (1 Corinthians 12:27)
I am a saint (Ephesians 1:1)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3)
I am chosen by God, holy and dearly loved (Colossians 3:12)
I am a child of the light (1 Thessalonians 5:5)
I am holy, and I share in God's heavenly calling (Hebrews 3:1)
I am sanctified (Hebrews 2:11)
I am one of God's living stones, being built up in Christ as a spiritual house (1 Peter 2:5)
I am a member of a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for God's own possession and created to sing his praises (1 Peter 2:9-10)
I am firmly rooted and built up in Christ (Colossians 2:7)
I am born of God, and the evil one cannot touch me (1 John 5:18)
I have the mind of Christ (1 Corinthians 2:16)
I may approach God with boldness, freedom, and confidence (Ephesians 3:12)
I have been rescued from Satan's domain and transferred into the kingdom of Christ (Colossians 1:13)
I have been made complete in Christ (Colossians 2:10)
I have been given a spirit of power, love, and self-discipline (2 Timothy 1:7)
I have been given great and precious promises by God (2 Peter 1:4)
My needs are met by God (Philippians 4:19)
I am a prince (princess) in God's kingdom (John 1:12; 1 Timothy 6:15)
I have been bought with a price, and I belong to God (1 Corinthians 6:19,20)
I have been adopted as God's child (Ephesians 1:5)
I have direct access to God through the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 2:18)
I am assured that all things are working together for good (Romans 8:28)
I am free from any condemning charges against me (Romans 8:31f)
I cannot be separated from the love of God (Romans 8:35f)
I have been established, anointed, and sealed by God (2 Corinthians 1:21,22)
I am confident that the good work that God has begun in me will be perfected (Philippians 1:6)
I am a citizen of heaven (Philippians 3:20)
I am a personal witness of Christ's (Acts 1:8)
I am God's coworker (2 Corinthians 6:1, 1 Corinthians 3:9)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realm (Ephesians 2:6)
I am God's workmanship (Ephesians 2:10)
I can do all things through Christ, who gives me the strength I need (Philippians 4:13)

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January 21

Lines of Life

My face stained with tears,
my mind filled with grief,
and my broken heart lying in my weak hands

the beautiful Life
Ive so often touched
seems so distant now
and all around me
Im swallowed up by my pain

but somehow somewhere
I sense a distant shaking
it starts slowly, and grows steadily
and as it becomes overwhelming
pure light slices through this oppressive darkness

revealing my sin
and my dirty, sick heart

and in this blinding light
all my pretences fall to the ground
and Im left there
it's me and You
and I have nothing to say
except "save me, Father"

And as You reach out
and touch my broken places
I feel my shame, apathy, and selfishness melting away
You're not intimidated by my sin
or afraid of my evil, twisted thoughts

Once again I dare to hope
Once again I dare to love
Once again, I realize..

You are the Faithful One in my life
You are the One who sets my heart free
You are Good thrown into this dark world

and you make All Things New.

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FairyMegan

I am so happy that you are back! :D

Love Through Music

Thanks for all the comments!

nicolette

WOW. what a nice comment. thankyou i appreciate
that. i also like what you said. "flaws are less
obvious over the internet" verry true. and everyone's
beautiful.

Sara (But I'm so lost out at sea).

I don't hide from God. I need to get the message out
there. And thanks for appreciating it. I appreciate
your profile too. (:

andy

No reason

Sound Of Silence 777

Hope ya had a good Christmas/New Years! :D

Sound Of Silence 777

I don't remember the date, but I know you told me that
your birthday was in August. So happy late birthday!
lol :D

FairyMegan

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! I MISS TALKING TO YOU!!!! LOL

 
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