RANTs
Posted June 14, 2006
*_Rant 1: I am so sick of "vampyres" you're all clinically insane and need immediate medical attention_*
You DO NOT turn into a bat.
You WILL NOT bite me.
You WONT "haunt my sleep".
You DO NOT scare people when you threaten them with online vampyrism.
When you sit in the cb and say things like "yawns and bares fangs for all to see" you sound like an idiot.
Odds are you DO NOT sleep in a coffin & if you do you probably are better off dead. So take your fangs and use them to slit your wrists, you useless fuckwits.
When someone asks you about this "vampyrism" don't get so defensive, they just want to know if you were either 1) hit in the head or 2) forced to overdose on crack cocaine. There is no other logical explanation for you being so fucked up.
OH and its SCIENTIFIC FACT that a human can only consume 1 pint of blood without serious physically damaging results including: dizziness, vomiting, lack of muscle control, convulsions & hallucinations. So DON'T sit there saying blab bla bla "I drained someone on the way home it was so good" because anyone with more than 3 active brain cells is laughing at you.
IF you happen to be as desperate enough for a life that you have to claim to be DEAD for entertainment you know that is when you have to draw the line, take off the cape, lose the silly accent and get a fucking grip. you're all LAME.
Rant 3: People With Confused "Heritage"
Oh dear god , the increasing number of people clinging to heritage of maybe 1/16th and declaring themselves that, is idiotic. If I did that Id be a French Jewish Nazi, see how that doesn't make sense? yeah exactly. It's all well and good saying "I have heritage from Place A" but everyone has heritage from somewhere. Truth is, if you weren't born there, your parents weren't born there, hell you've never even BEEN there, you are in fact not REALLY from there, get a fucking grip.
The next American who tells me they're Irish, i'm killing with a spork seriously. Like being Irish is something to brag about anyway!
Rant 4:
Overdramatic People
These people really drive me round the bend. You know the ones that are SO desperate and clingy that the slightest little thing turns into the end of the world to them . It's RIDICULOUS. Say for example a friend gets a new boyfriend, said dramatic person then throws a complete wobbly and threatens to never talk to them again or commit suicide so on so forth. The kind of fucking cretins that cry like they just lost their whole family every time they break a nail. Now i'm all for emos, I love guys in make-up and the flippy thing they do with their hair, but they do it purely to be accepted. The ones WITHOUT the transvestite appearance simply have no excuse for it. Especially when they are FULLY GROWN ADULTS, seriously GROW UP stop with the idiocy and act your age, not your fucking shoe size!
Rant 6: Non Conforming Teenagers-
Get ready for hypocrisy and sarcasm kiddies, Plan Bs back with ANOTHER venom filled outlash at society .
OK you rebels, you "individuals", you punks, emos and scene kids.
I have to give you a bracing reality slap. You're not rebelling. To rebel is to go against pre-determined or expected behaviour of an individual or group of people. So in fact, we are doing exactly what it is we strive so hard to eradicate from society. We're conforming. We have skinny jeans and band hoodies by the dozen, most of slit our wrists and cry to our live journals about just how shit life is. In reality we live the life of riley. Now i'm focusing mostly on emos here but ok . You probably live in a nice house with hard-working parents. You go to an alright school and get alright grades, at the weekends you go out to gigs or hang around in town center labelling every kid that walks past you. But in our delusional, mis-guided politics we think this is the worst life we could possibly have. Seriously, consider yourself lucky you're not a starving African kid dying of AIDs. THEN we'd have something to cry about ( and we wouldn't have our livejournals or myspace to cry to, oh the injustice of it all ). Now I know im a hpyocrite. Right now i'm drinking coffee that the company scammed my parents for, I have a black hoodie with a silly net cartoon robot on the front, my arm is itching like mad from me intentionally burning it, I have black nail varnish and i'm listening to Taking Back Sunday. I even got my hair to do the flippy thing (kudos to me ) But that's ok, i'm, conforming and I don't mind. That's the difference between me and you and that's what gives me the right to mock you. I'm not individual in my sense of attire/ music/ behaviour. I live the life of riley and have a grand total of FUCK ALL to complain about. So in restrospect (after reading this back through) i'm laughing at myself for being so stupid. Maybe you lot should do the same, If you want to rebel, put down the razor, lose the mcr hoodie and wash the inch of make-up of your face. We are the most failed bunch of rebellious teenagers EVER . Get a job, get a life, get out of the pathetic mind-frame of rebellion and have a good day
SO...Rant 7
Misinformed asskissers and the people in my head.
READ IT: OK if you see me in the cb and don't like what I have to say, or you DO and want to kiss my ass, please refrain from messaging me either way. Over the last few days i've had more certins IM me than i can possibly insult at one time .
If we've had a disagreement/ argument/ i've offended you or i've started ww3 in the CB, that does NOT give the right to IM me and tell me what to do (unless your a mod, in which case, please don't site ban me k thanks ). I don't want an IM saying "hey, how are you, want to chat?" because I DON'T want to chat. If i wanted to talk i'd message YOU. There are quite a few people on here that I don't get annoyed with for messaging me and YOU are not of them ( the people who ARE, can see their names CLEARLY on my list ), So be kind enough to NOT MESSAGE ME.
Esepcially if your some whimpering cretin apolagising for some stupid argument like it means something because I HAVE already forgotten you exist. But please don't get emo and DIE DIE DIE it would break my fucking heart .
AND 2ND PART OF THE RANT!
So as a lot of you may well know, Ive taken a step back over the last few days to re-evaluate pretty much everything. I did the whole screaming, shouting, throwing stuff plan and then I did the morose introvert plan of the average mis-guided youth. Classic arent I?
Ive come to discover that Im actually OK with who I am. Yes granted Im mean spirited, hypocritical and rude, I need to get out more and I have a general hatred of things I dont understand, but Im ok with that. I need to take my headphones out and actually listen on occasion but I dont want to, I need to stop fucking myself up because I feel more secure when miserable,but I like my music, its a barrier between me and the idiots of the world. and if i'm not miserable, i have to be happy, with happy comes smiling and pink fluffy things and the kinda shit you hallucinate when on acid.
After a lengthy discussion with my trusty side kick (the almighty MTVS) I came to the conclusion to just shut the fuck up. I think too much, when I was young it made me a genius, now Im 16 and it makes me a child. Stupid isnt it, I spend so long locked inside my head because everyone I know is an asshole. It's affecting my ability to communicate with everyone. But that's ok 99.9% of the worlds population isn't worth the fucking space they take anyway.
At the minute I look somewhere between Casper and Marilyn Manson, Ive been avoiding social environments for the last 3 months and thats ok. I am perfectly content with being a lesbian and having a girlfriend online. I refuse religion or fitting into the mainstream,I don't "rebel" against the mainstream I skip around it, like you would with a puddle. I dont enjoy drinking my body weight and throwing myself around to electronically mastered repetitive sounds on a Friday night. Id much rather be on here talking to Natalie & Melis, or in my room reading. And I dont care if that makes me a loser or a loner, its ok.
I like wearing black and writing morose poetry. I get a kick out of provoking people just for the hell of it and I enjoy spending days without contact with the real world. I smoke so much I can pretty much bet my lack of life savings that I wont live to see 30 and my blood is 96% coffee. BUT THATS OK.
All these things people consider reasons for me to be an outcast. I used to really hate it and try and change. But in retrospect I now realise I spent years trying to make everybody happy and I ended up miserable. So fuck everybody else. YES Im a lesbian, YES I adore my girlfriend YES I self harm YES I spend too much time in my room/ on my own YES I have a fear of what I dont know and last but not least YES I am OK with that. Im not sure if this rant was for my peace of mind or whatever. Im just pretty saying if you dont like me ,then fuck off, because it turns out I really do like me. So HA
