Hi, i'm ben
i popped out on July 28, 1992.
i tend to find very secluded places to spend my time.
i'm one to be alone, so i'm often seen walking with...
a pen,
an assorted energy drink(amp,monster,frappacino,rockstar)
my ipod,
my phone,
(p.s. i dont wear anything made out of the u.s. due to the fact that things made in other countries was most likely produce from sweat shops)
a dressy jacket or a hoodie,
a colorful pair of shoes,
a tight pair of pants,
a small colorful shirt,
and a swanky pair of socks.
i'm never or rarely seen walking with...
a hat,
alchohol,
groceries,
saggy pants,
the keys to my car,
brand name store bags,
or a wallet.
i don't drink liquor.
i recently quit smoking.
i'm actually single right now, and from this littlebig blog entry, some people might wonder what my orientation is so,
no, i'm not gay.
i may not be what most girls would expect since most guys like showing off and look "macho".
i don't.
i fight for sport in MMA competitions, but i don't go flexing at every girl i see.
also; i've lost a few people that i used to be very close to...
RIP...
Greg,
Pat,
leon,
my grandpa,
and steven...
i want a girl that...
will talk to me about antyhing,
will cuddle ALL the time,
likes to stay up all night and watch movies,
is amazingly gorgeous,
will leave me goodies=],
has good taste in music(not the radio)
will read my songs and poems and tell me her real opinion, not just what i want to hear,
and will love me for just being me...
"good mute.
livingston burgandy.
5.99, two for ten.
we're here and together.
anti-vitamin in the crudest form of nutrients.
you can't hold it against them she said.
she believes that all those that suffer from life is from an illness and are in the right.
the woman in the lobby stares me down mocking and unconcerned.
and california news anchors all look like they
were plucked from a 3-some porno scene.
You've got one hot, slutty, vixen type.
Just one down from her is a short, hot, business women.
And in between them is an orange 3-piece suit, white haired and 50-something, witty,
with a dirty, tired smile.
the man staying next door plays the radio just Loud enough so you can know there's something really close.
On.
When this whole thing started, i was a name.
Now there's a definition and a reason.
The more i expect, the harder things are.
Jesus and the sharp electric star..."
"The only people who never fail are
those who never try."
Og Mandino
"Fall seven times and stand up eight."
Japanese Proverb
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow."
James Dean
"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
Dr. Suess
"If you're in a bad situation, don't worry it'll change. If you're in a good situation, don't worry it'll change."
John A. Simone, Sr
"Life without a friend is death without a witness."
Eugene Benge
"Your worst enemy could be your best friend, and your best friend your worst enemy."
Bob Marley
"Even if you are on the right track, you will get run over if you just sit there."
John Ray
"Happiness is like glass; you never know it's really there.
But if you change the angle that you look at it from, you definately realize it's there."
RIP Greg Arreano...
ok, my team is taking a break for about another 3 weeks.
we're gonna start fighting again on the first friday of august.
if you're interested in joining,
you can contact me on...
myspace: bengarcia@aol.com
or...
yahoo: nogalescap11@yahoo.com
thx a bunch.
<3 ben
ok
my fight today looks like i'm gonna have the upper hand
i have more experience, i'm stronger, and i know all his tricks
now i have to just make sure he duzn't submit me before i knock him out=/
wish me luck
A long lost friend once asked me... "what do you think happiness would be if it were an object?" i wasn't sure what to say. "hmmm, a bag of gummy bears!!!" i boasted. we laughed but the conversation picked up again. "well, i think happiness would be like glass" he said. "you never really know it's there" i was confused at this point. "but why glass?" i asked "because, it's there. you just don't know it. if you were to look at glass, you'd just see right through it. but if you change the angle that you look at it, you'll definately know it's there" he replied. this is one of the only times i ever really knew what happiness was. he was my best friend, and his name was greg. but in october of 2007, his life was ended by a desperate man. greg was at a gas station with his little sister and walked into the middle of a hold up. his sister screamed and shots were fired. greg held his little sister and protected her to the very end... he was shot 3 times... his sister is in and out of phsyciatric facilities... since then, i try to look at happiness as glass. but i'm still looking for the right angle to look at it from...
kai
N#
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posted 2 days ago
jane doe
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bnebnebe, i fukin miss ya.
posted Sep 29
tashiaaa[[is backkk]]
heyy sorry, i havent been on in ages!
posted Sep 23
ash-to-the-ley :]
Hi benny boo. (: Haven't talked to ya in a
while. Everything okay? (: And I see your b-day
passed, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D
posted Aug 17
Brianna
It messes up my hair and make up and everything and
makes everyone all sweaty and fkerhfkewbr its
horrrrible!
posted Aug 08
Saraah (:
Crackerrrs! i missed your birthdaaay! ): i was on
vacation wiht no internet. ): so HAPPY (100000+ days
late) BIRTHDAY! (:
posted Aug 08
Saraah (:
Crackerrrs! i missed your birthdaaay! ): i was on
vacation wiht no internet. ): so HAPPY (100000+ days
late) BIRTHDAY! (:
posted Aug 08
macks
hi:) whats up? I am a member of the group called
"UnderDying" Metalcore Post Hardcore
www.purevolume.com/underdyingband
thanks, have a good day!
posted Aug 07