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little rhyme

i wish i still got butterflies,
but all ive got now are just lies,
his effortless nonchalant demeanor,
makes me feel like no one's been here,
not for me, at least now i see,
just how fragile hearts can be.

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Loves and s

Loves: Music, Photography, Dancing, Singing, Plants, Enviromental Stuff, Hugs, Animals, Singing along to songs REALLY LOUD, Making funny faces, Smiling, Laughing

Hates: Pollutant People, Dru gs, Liars, Cheaters, People who don't appreciate what they have [:

Schools: Current- Chandler High School, Aspires to go to- Art Institute of Phx (or OC)

PS. I tend to use british phrases a lot. I guess I still have that in me haha. Sorry if you have no idea what I'm talking about. Also, quick fact you might have never figured out: I'm bi.

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idk. its alright?

Dear anxious lover,
Today isnt a good day
Come back tomorrow maybe?
But today is just yesterdays tomorrow
And tomorrow will turn into a yesterday
A past regret full of apathy and agony
With some anger and catastrophe.
Let's add to the cacophony, the symphony of tears.

What will make it clear to you?
Were not meant for ardor.
This infidelity is over, it never started.
Keep away from my bed,
My heart was never meant to be yours.

I may seem bitter and callous but this must be done,
You need to see we aren't meant to be.
Ive spent too much time perceiving and deceiving,
And all those nights I spent in your arms?
It was fabrication, your imagination
I was never in your naive little world.

What will make it clear to you?
What else must I do?
Were not meant for .
This insanity is over, it never started.
Keep away from my head,
My eyes were never meant to meet yours.

It's just me facing the world.
You aren't in the equation, the situation;
I'm simply saving you from delirium.
Run away; wrap yourself in your nicotine, your malignancy.
I'm overwhelmed and this time is for no one.
Ive searched my world for something to stomach,
But this guilt is ever so arduous.

What will make it clear to you?
We never were, you have her.
I have love; you aren't part of this malicious plot.
This avidity is over, it never began.
Leave the state,
Our bodies were never meant to touch.

Dear apathetic lover,
thank you for understanding
this heartbreak is shared.

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more unfished bullcrap. seems i cant finish anything. hah.

its a constant faliure,
i disapoint you, and them,
but mostly you, ohhh oh.
i can't keep hurting those around me,
i've got to let you go.
and if each day i came a step closer,
to loving you to dea th,
you'd be so very dea d by now.

and i sing this song,
to my computer,
and i live so long,
wond'ring if you'll remember me, tomorrow.
and if you do,
can you admit,
that we were never true,
like you said to me,
on that day in november?
do you remember?

last night i dreamed about you,
i wish i could say more,
but this brevity will have to do,
because my love for you cannot consume me anymore.

and if i sing this song to my computer,
will it listen all night long?
when i dream of you, remembring me,
it all ends tomorrow.
please dont come back, but if you do,
can you at least admit,
we were never true, like you said to me,
before you left with her..

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