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Is it me?

I'm sitting here discussing things with Sam. He's not a scene kid...he's got the hair but he's nerdy...the whole 'i love WOW and manga' such things He's so gorgeous. He's very intelligent and honest, I want him to like me and I'm not sure why. Not like,like. I just think he would be a fun friend to have because he's so different and he's got excellent strong opinions about things I think are important. But he assumes things about me being a party girl and not knowing what true friendship is. He's all wrong though and I'm trying to prove it to him. I can zing him as soon as he zings me. I don't get why he doesnt like me though. I wish he'd just give me a chance.

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january 6th

Alright, so I'm sitting here and I decided to let some thoughts out because I am bored out of my mind. Tommorow its back to school, I don't want to go back to routines :( Work exhausted me today, I can barely keep my eyes open. And there was a huge rush of old people who all wanted soup and sandwiches that I had to make. I wanted to shoot them all in the face. Surprisingly enough, I didn't end up killing myself from the stress. It was Amber's last day, I'm really going to miss working with her. On the brighter side of things, I'm stoked I've got youtube under control and I can't wait to get my shit in the mail (it was my first paypal purchase, you'd be excited too XD) I watched the OC today. It was from the first season and Marissa was alive so that was wierd....>< Jen and I might be chilling tonight but shes unreliable so I'm doubting she will even call *sigh*. I should not wait for her call. I'll do something constructive like listen to music and sketch. Mmmmm. I need to stop biting my nails, I just looked at them UGH. And its time to go eat some hamburgers. So I shall be gone.
<3 Brittany Bombshell.

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i think im going to start using purevolume again.
the musics wonderful and the people are so different
<3

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All Our Faults

Under the floorboards hides her fate.
If she doesnt take care of it, Ill take care of it my way.
The winged one on my shoulder tells me Its easier to die
than to apologize.
If youre so sure then Ill pour myself a glass of arsenic
and drink it to your shattered destiny.

Somewhere in the empty casket lies her forgotten dreams,
buried under mounds of reality.
Dont put your trust in angels with blackened halos that hide
behind clouds of false prophesies.
She is like them though, as Olivia says, you grow dishonest.
So call me a hypocrite, but dont kill people.
Whos the fool now?

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tears run down my face and it hurts to bleed

well I sure hope you are all prepared to hear about my exciting and wonderful life because if you are then sorry to say but my life is fucked up shit yo.

ugggh im depressed and pissed. i was sooo looking forward to the Worthless Without show this weekend in Witbey but my friends dad wont drive anymore. damn expensive gas. its all your fault. shhhiiiit how am i supposed to get rid of my anger now!? thats what fucking moshing is for. and im guessing i wont get to go to the Hello Kelly/Kids in the way show cuz Jen's rents will decide she cant go and then i dont be just cuz its on a school night. and lets not forget the Teddy Geiger show-as lame as that may sound but I'll bet they'll find up with some gay ass reason that I cant go to that either. and what the fuck is with school and homework. like damn get a life School. i dont need it. and of course all the kids there are serious shit prep bitches. i saw christine today again and she gave me the traditional checkout thing. it was funny. i cant stop biting my nails dammit. why am i cussing so much....and im really getting annoyed with these jerks on myspace who add me just to increase their friends list. like wtf dont add me if your not going to talk to me. gosh. lets not forget damn acting class. theyre making me go on a friday night (happy fucking night) and i better not have to be in their damn end of the year show. i think im going to my nanas trailer for may 2/4... that would be awesome if i could invite the gfs but they prolly all r busy. and shit.i want food and need sleep. anywho...i think ill go have a nice cry now. bye <$

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