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Age: 24

Location: United States

Joined On: Mar 17, 2006

Website: http://www.myspace.com/ac_na...

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2006 New York City plane crash, United States

Knowing the Blindsided

Earlier days spent thinking, kept a hold on me. Not knowing what to do with situations took its toll and couldnt let go. With everybody beside me, its harder to know. I wonder when it could have been me and you. That time has passed many other times, then why is it a burden on my mind. You found what u sought and I was trailing behind. Its harder to take when I cant see you everyday. At least I have the memory of your smile.

The broken sound has turned hollow again. I see you at the end of every bottle. Last I heard that works on minor attacks. Still it comes with the territory, with the laugh of your face. Its hard to be held by grace; its come clear that Ill be able to pull through. Make me a promise; be here when I need you. Comfort is the medicine you hold. Thats the hope I think I can turn to. Please dont walk away, when you hear, that I still care for you.

A thought has come to my attention; the simple mistake is making a comeback. Seems the distance is longer between us, could we make peace of passed times. Im here waiting, waiting till youre through. Pain is never brand new, when the strong is called to act. It kept me down, when I decided to follow through. I knew I was playing to lose, as soon as I saw you. The feeling took me to the next level, even though it was thrown away.

Now its on to the other part, give me a little gesture to see me act the wrong way. Its serious to test emotions, be certain and strong to withstand the frustrating pain. I wonder if I tell you, you hurt me. Will your eyes be dry? Because then Ill know that our friendship was a lie. The foundation was built on something nonexistent; it will be hard to get over you, because your truths would turn into manipulative lies.

Its a nightmare that Im speaking of; I hope its not the truth. I tried to understand you, but came up with nothing at all. You act different around me; you know how to hide as well as I do. Its interesting to see, when its clear as day and still have to read between the lines. I guess Im not yet a person that you can tell the truth to. One day maybe, is what Im hoping for but its all up to you. Waiting for her, I must be blind to see that she is wondering the same about me.

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December 17

missile-toe!!!!!!

well,uh, how is everyone doin? i thought i would just write something on here, cuz im bored....

Is there any snow yet?

I live in Oklahoma, so we got a bunch of snow for a week and now its like low 70's this week.....its crazy, i know....

ok, i guess ill stop talkin and see whats on tv.....but i might go out later....

so whoever read this.....i talk to ya later.....

P.S: equals post script!!!!

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July 17

yes

doin this blog because im bored. i have to work again tomorrow, so yeah. summer hasn't been to bad, could of been better if i didn't work. i hope everybody is doin fine out there. i'll im goin, by the way does anyone have a dollar i can borrow.......

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June 15

new s*&%

What's up, to all my new friends and to all my old friends. Haven't been on here for awhile, work sucks but thats the way it goes. anywayz thought i should write somethin cuz im bored.

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April 21

random stuff

hey everybody. hows everyone's week been going. if you're waiting on summer, like i am, its almost here. no worries. so has anybody seen any up coming bands, in concert this year, that are good. shout the names out, so i can have a listen. it doesn't matter, it could be your band if u want to recommend it. i don't know what im writing, i'm bored!! see ya.

p.s. - do you every feel like your talking to yourself,when saying the words in your head, while typing. i don't know, just random stuff, i guess.

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