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my name is nora. i will not put my nicknames up here on the internet for the fact that if they embarrass me in school, who knows what will happen here. i'm young, and don't act anywhere close to my age. i believe i am a lot deeper then "Z0MFGZ I LOVE BOYS && SHOPPING!" i am not ashamed of the fact that i am horribly dedicated to fall out boy, and have been since december of 2003. i am not one of those mainstream, teenyboppers that go on TRL and shout inappropriate things at artists who songs say "i like to fuck" over and over again. i love shows. they are such a huge part of my life. hearing it live just isn't the same as on my iPod. i refuse to be shoved into a catagory, but it happens. i don't take any shit from those kids in the cafeteria shouting "emo" at me + shannon. cuz they won't say anything like they would on myspace to either of our faces. if i listed my imperfections we would be here for days. i don't do my homework, or even try in school. i feel no need for it. because when i'm an actress, living the good life, i'll be laughing in the faces of the people who judged me, and told me i couldn't make it. i live for that rush when you're on stage. i have more drive then you ever will, and self esteem issues beyond your belief. i'll never be good enough for myself. i'll be the first to admit i can't sing for my life, but constantly do it anyway. i refuse to sleep with out the TV on. i'm addicted to caffeine. and you know what, matt? i am not going to have a heart attack from it any time soon. i am the most sarcastic person i know. and when i get really nervous, i'll try to be sarcastic, but it comes out seriously. i take amusement in other people's drama. i'll fake a smile if it means people not asking me what's wrong. but there's some people that can always tell. don't push in front of me at a show. because i will not let you. my friends mean more to me then anybody. i come from a little town where everybody judges you on what clothes you wear, and what music you listen to. where everybody is a poser and everybody is copying what's new and "hot" and what everybody else is doing. i've been ditched more then once for someone more "popular" then me. i hate it. i quote songs and movies on a daily basis. if i hear something that i like, it just sticks. i love hugs, and piggy back rides. i'm too old for them, but i love them anyway. i was never a quiet person. if nobody's talking, i am. i'll call people at 2AM and not think anything of it. breaking out the water guns on hot summer days has become somewhat of a tradition for me. my parents think they can tell me what to do, but i'm a big girl now! i can make my own decisions now. i hate that stupid girl in class, the one who hides how insanely smart she is, and asks stupid questions. i hate regrets, more than anything. well, no. i take that back. i have missing somebody more than anything. and not just missing your best friend because you haven't seen her in two days. i mean missing someone because you had that one night together, and you know that you'll never see them again. i hate when you meet that one person, and then boom, they're gone. and you know they're not coming back. i hate that. and i hate the song big girls don't cry becasue it reminds me exactly of that. but i hate fergie in general. people often believe i'm a very open person, but i'm exactly the opposite. i'll never tell you how i'm really feeling. and i live my life by the day. i drank capri sun everyday for about 6 years of my life, and can no longer even look at one. i want my lip pierced really badly. wanna chat? do it on here cuz i'm not giving you my screenname. kay? peace! bye.

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