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MYSTERIOUS*A*NIGHT_DARK*A*LIGHT
Age: 15
Location: In your IMMAGINATIONNNNNNN!! ^^
Joined On: Jul 13, 2006
Occupation: I\'ma schoolgirl. And a swimmer. And a dancer. And a writer. And a teacher. And Tom\'s girlfriend. Yep.
Website: Wish I had one..
Wowwwwwww I haven't updated this in forever....... Wellllllllp. I'm Annie. I'm 15. I'm hyper and yet pretty quiet. I've become hooked on Linkin Park thanks to a great friend named Tom, and Green Day is still one of my favorite bands... I've been pretty out of everything on here for a while.... Luckily, said friend Tom still gives me an occasional update of what is new and good. For example, I'm still on a mission to get the Brand New CD! Haha :) Um.... yeah haha. I love school, it's a huge part of my life (for better or for worse) I'm such a nerd... Erm... hm.... Yeah music and writing are my outlets when things go bad, although my friends are deffinitely my biggest support system. Kudos to them!
stupid effing retarded...
so i've made some mistakes in my past. really big mistakes. but this just tops it off... i got my boyfriend to hate me and my entire world to flip all in one stroke. i'm so smart. not... ><... why do i always mess up this badly? i never liked that kid... so why did i have to let it ruin my friendship with the best gu in the world? ....rawrrrr..... now he's never going to talk to me again... =''[ i love him... so what do you do when the person you love hates you? heh..... kinda sucks.... just.. just a little... try having your heart ripped to shreads. i think it'd feel better. and i'm the one who brought this on myself.... i wonder how he's feeling..... in addition to hating me.... =[.... why why why why WHY? i just want to go back and fix it. i've always been a pushover, and it's finally hurt me to the point where i'm split into a kajillion pieces.... -,-... i always always ALWAYS make mistakes... this is by far the worst... heh... i loved him... i still love him. i'll always love him.... heh... for whatever that's worth now......... i'm so sorry to him... i dont think i'll ever be able to make this up..... but i sure as hell am going to try...
sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this.... so i've been thinking more... and it stinks. track ends tomorrow. it's what kept me going. through everything that sucked and as everything fell to shambles around me. i ignored it. because i ran, and everything was okay. i was happy. tomorrow, that all ends. so for myself, and for mr spring, and my friends, i have to run my hardest tomorrow. everything has been awful here... but with running it's just been so much bettter...
i wonder if i could just run away to the track haha. i'll be the hobo under the bleachers =] that would be nice.... ugh i hate this.. i can't believe it's ending. where can i go? swimming and track are my outlets... but track even more so..... you would kill for this.. just a little bit.. just a little bit.. haha a.d.d. i love this song (existentialism on prom night by straylight run) it helps me cope. but when you are sad it'll make you cry. hah i'm not crying right now.. noo.. =] hah.. but yeah... oh gosh it ended. crap. but yeah. i listen to funny song now =] maybe it'll cheer me up. i love this.. i'm just ranting on here haha. i love this i hate this my mood keeps changing haha. not really... but i'm trying to stay happy... mann i dont know what i'm going to do without track... i already am starting to feel kind of hollow.... it's going to be like i'm just there, but not really... tom was right... i'm not really going to "be there" once track's over... hah.. what else can i do? i have to seperate myself.. things are just too bad to deal with haha... i'm scared to death to move.... i'm scared even more of.. him... if you know who i am you know who i'm talking about... ugh. evil s-o-b. um... yeah. so much more.. that's just the stuff that bothers me most.. that and tay moving.... everything's going to change. my life that i just got settled in to is going to disappear.... blah... everything is just... leaving... and the person i dont want in my life forced his way into my school, my friends who hate him, and every where else he could get in to. i hate it. see? there i go again. i hate it i love it i hate it. wow. yeah... i'm done now... annie out
-peace
stuff things and ideas
so i might move soon. scary thought... leaving everyone i know. though tay's doing that too. i finally got my varsity hs track time. being under hs that's pretty cool. =] but yeah.. excelling in school i suppose i love it i love to read and do the algebra and all that stuff.. drawing and doing all that. reading like crazy! but scared... i've thought a lot.. i went from wanting to pose to fit in to thinking "the heck with it. i'm me. if they dont like me aw well.. i'm not going to change i want to be my nerdy sciencey self! and i hope i make friends but i dont need to be a preppy poser. so that's gonna end now. as in. NOW." and i just hope i can keep straight A's there. i want to be better than i was here. the sad thing is people are just starting to notice me here... between track and academics and all that i just fit in.. that's all going away with me moving. heh i hope i make new friends. =] i hope they're as nice as the friends i have now. well i guess i'm gonna go... i'll write more later..
ilut!
-anniee
READD MEE
Hahah gotcha. This ain't important. Just felt like sayin that my life is interesting right now. Pretty scary... eeeek.. but yeah..
i love you my lil toaster <3
-Akiii
emo_goddess56
u have a really petty pic
posted May 05
AlilBRAVEtoaster
well i love you too sweetie =]
posted Mar 29
AlilBRAVEtoaster
hey lover =D
posted Mar 12
no longer my profile
Yep, yep, yep it\'s been awesome. Although, I believe I
am to nice to get the crap beat out of me.Anyways
amissamour ( love you ) Annie♦ Ricky ♦
posted Mar 01
no longer my profile
Wow, CONGRATS! Everything practically happened lately
besides snow days lol =-> ♦ I learned how to
Rollerblade for the first time. ♣ I\'m attending
my first public school semester at a nearby high
school. † I got threatened to get the crap beat
out of me at the nearby public school. ♠ All
that and I\'ve got to experience seeing a band go from
off the chart to on the chart in less then a month on
PV. Anyways more I can say, but for now avow (Bye) my
friend. †♦Ricky♦†
posted Feb 26
no longer my profile
Bubble gum, Bubble Gum, O O bubble Gum..... How\'s it
going Annie I haven\'t talked in forever with you =-<
or a little less I suppose then forever.....
posted Feb 25
AlilBRAVEtoaster
get well soon sweetie =D
posted Feb 12
AlilBRAVEtoaster
no school again today, who was right here ;]
posted Feb 07