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Age: 22
Location: Alton, IA
Joined On: Apr 21, 2006
sikmuskik
Geneseo, NY
Your So Intricate 777
Daytona Beach, FL
missyb523
Middleburg, IA
tomtheguitarking
United States
dreams are only figments of satisfaction, so dream a little harder! and tell me what it feels like when the euphoria from satisfaction is gone and your dreams are no more... and perhaps the true infirmity is oneself; poisoning, torturing, and killing the very veins of blood within the core, your soul. just twisted in the worlds conformist demands called perfection. the only cure is just be you!
Forever is really never enough
I wrote this poem after someone very special in my life died... and then just this past may a lady i know lost her son in iraq, so i gave her this poem entitled:
Forever and Ever
As you breathe in
And breathe out,
It reminds you of how you wish you could go back in time.
To the times where happiness lived,
And the tears that fell were happy.
If only this pain would disappear,
But the darkness is dark,
And so seducing.
It holds you in its arms,
As you cry yourself to sleep.
Can anyone hear you?
Feel what you feel?
Now, dont despair my dear one,
How I love you so.
Im all around you,
Near is far, far is near.
I love you with all of this world,
But you must come out of the darkness.
Come and breathe this air of mine.
Im sorry the pain is thick,
And the smiles even thinner.
But you must go on,
Life does.
You may cry a little,
But know that every beat of your heart
is my heart too,
Because in your heart I will always live
forever
and
ever.
when im mad i refer to this, so if you're mad read it. lol
another poem i wrote, except this one is really, really dark...
Cursed
After being gone for so long,
You returned now too late.
Please dont say goodbye to me,
For I dont even love you anymore.
You disappeared when I needed you,
And only came back later disguised in color of black.
Hidden is your pain behind your sunglasses,
Seeming to me youre too ashamed of youre weakness.
Knowing me was never there,
So go away my stranger.
Vomit rides my throat,
As I think of your lies of living.
I hope your guilt burns your tainted body,
So the skins curls and the bones melt.
You did me wrong,
And this doesnt make it right.
Cry your wasted tears and throw me your roses,
But all of it I refuse.
All of that waiting for nothing,
And no one will ever know of your lies for theyre buried beside me.
You joined the evil side,
And it makes my teeth chatter with angst.
May God smite you for your devilish ways,
So peace will settle in the chambers of my very heart.
I hope you hear the shrill of my desperate screaming escaping from beneath this soil,
Making your ears gush your filthy blood.
Now just keep thinking of me,
So youll go crazy and feel me crawling beneath your skin.
Try with all your might to itch me out,
But Ill never leave.
Im like a parasite,
Slowly sucking the life out of your pathetic body.
I want to hear your cries for mercy,
So then I can crush your spirit just as you did mine.
Somehow you think you have won since I am dead,
But the game is far from over.
Just like your endless lies,
This game will never be over.
Put a bullet in your head or slit your throat,
But youll never be satisfied.
So scream with all your might,
For cursed is all thats become of you.
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posted Jul 06
markdoubleday
Hey stranger :D Your \"tidbits\" are great... well
written! Sigh... can you write me some lyrics? ...
anywoo, I\'m just stopping by to let you know I\'ve got
a new song up (May)... now only seven months to go....
(faint)
posted May 05
markdoubleday
Oh .. my... goodness. more farmland than Stawberry
Point? What.... do you guys live in caves or
something? lol. Blizzards are no fun. I think the
closest thing I\'ve been to a blizzard is a Jack London
book (too bad...) I don\'t mean to rub it in or
anything, buuuut it was 65 and sunny today. Maybe you
should consider moving to Boise :D If you\'re ever in
the area, you will have to stop in :D
posted Mar 14
markdoubleday
Thank you so much for the kind words!! I read your
poems and enjoyed them much! \"pain is thick, And the
smiles even thinner\" Well done! You live in Iowa?
I have cousins that live near a place called Strawberry
Point.... farmland -- woo hoo! How is life in good
ol\' Iowa?
posted Mar 04
markdoubleday
I\'d really appreciate you checking out my music..
lemme know what you think! take care.
www.purevolume.com/markdoubleday
posted Feb 14