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Age: 16
Location: United States
Joined On: Dec 21, 2006
rmichelleg1
United States
James plays in the band A LIFE OF SCIENCE
Phoenix, AZ
emoskitles
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sup? name's jess. 15. im taken & head-over-heels in love(:
besters would be courtney & lacy, they're the bestt
message to find out more
peace.
How can you?
How can you walk by me
with not a tear in your eye
im no longer your focus
just a plain passer by
How can you hold her hand
the whole day thru
and go on living
like there was no 'me and you'
How can you kiss her
right in front of my face
i must see reality
she has taken my place
How can you hold her
without one trace of guilt
and not think of the fun
we together built
How can you look at her
with eyes so gay
and not long ago
looked at me the same way
But the truth of the matter
isnt all hate, sir
but pity, you see
i feel sorry for her
by jessica k.
written for matthew m.
Torture
I look at you
With loving eyes
But know I'll never
Win the prize
You torture me
Day by day
You shape my heart
Mold it like clay
You dont know
How much i need
The warmth of your touch
To feel you breathe
I'd live for you
I'd die for you
I'd cheat and lie
for you
And still I know
we will never be
Stop torturing me
Hear my plea!
By Jessica K
your turn
you look at me
with rage and disgust
telling me
i've lost your trust
I dont know what i did
to make it go bad
Im not really sure
how u got so mad
i go to bed
feeling completely bent
thinking i was
completely innocent
my vision blurs
with tears that burn
Tomorrow, however
will be you turn
your turn to feel
scared and confused
and go to bed
bleeding and bruised
then in the morning
when the sun comes up
everyone will see
you never woke up
by me
Decide
something is happening
to the two of us inside
we're growing apart and
we have to decide
do we stay friends
and be miserable
we fight all the time
like its inevitable
we seem so unhappy
and it pains me to say
that i feel horrible
after each day
we need to fess up
and come out with the truth
because the secrets we hide
send my sanity thru the roof
i need to know
what is going to become
of the friendship we share
of the times we had fun
so just tell me what u think
of these facts i describe
do we stay friends?
we need to decide
by me
Hurricane of the Soul
.:its not sposed to rhyme, so bear with me:.
my fury forms slowly
and builds up with each touch
my emotions get blurry
and words get choppy
i make my way to you
slowly, but surely
and you cannot hide
from my wrath
my love is blown away
with powerful bursts of hatred
you cower from my energy
angry and deadly
finally i hit you
i hit you hard as possible
i destroy your soul
your crops of life are gone
you drown in pain and betrayal
but these waves of emotions are not your's
these deadly feelings
are my own
by jessica k (me)
**i wrote this in a terrible mood, and it was right after the katrina disaster. its finally out there, after being hidden away in a journal the whole time**
James plays in the band A LIFE …
ummm... if you could check out
of Science and listen to us and friend us and talk
to us and such... the world might be a better place :)
posted Jun 19
rmichelleg1
hey jess! howya doin\'? :)
posted Sep 01
my life is mine
hey JJ well i love your blogs there crazy cool! love ya
posted Jul 28
Death kidd jr
hey whats up
posted Jun 11
Death kidd jr
hey whats up
posted Jun 11
my life is mine
hay read my blog!!!!!!!!well love you babe
posted Jun 06